Aug 22, 2006 00:26
man sometimes im faced with some of the toughest challenges.
so i started school today it was pretty cool but it was also weird cuz
ive been outta school for a year so i wasn't used to the atmosphere of
all the different people. i mean i went to 4 different high schools and met
a lot of different people and i saw alot of them at school today. havent seen
them for the longest time. some either got fat, dorky looking, or pregnant.
not that its a bad thing cuz at there going to school and stuff ya know but
idk it was just akward. seeing them and then seeing myself was kinda
the thing that freaked me out cuz i use to be just like them. party, drink, smoke,
fight, everything ya know the works. and i dont mean to dawg on them but
i thank God for the accomplishments ive done. all the obstacles i faced. all
the hurt but then all the restoration i was given back. most of those people
i saw and actually talked to i could sense almost 90% of the time that there
was a lot of hurt and pain. im just thankful cuz i know this year is gonna be
a great year. its gonna be fun having discussions w/ people that are probably
against who i am and what i believe in. theres probably gonna be a lot of
crazy stuff happening but im ready for it so hopefully its ready for me.
in conclusion theres something big out there for me and i cant wait till i get
up to it cuz as of today im one step closer to it and i Thank my Father In Heaven
for bringing me this far.