Feb 25, 2005 12:09
wow its been a while since ive updated. well not that long cause its like 2 or 3 weeks since the last time i wrote something. but either way so much stuff has happened to me this past month or more. its been so crazy & amazing. out of all the 3 or 4 years ive been @ abundant i finally woke up to reality. ive been doing a half job for everything. God im so sorry for everything. wednesday nights service was so amazing. it wasnt the preaching that really affected me the most. but it was such a good service. i realized a lot that night. me & my best friend ricky went up to the altar call to start our lives over. the both of us have been kinda confused like always. but its so crazy cause ive been @ this church for a while now but never experienced anything like that. i promise you guys i never prayed or spoke the way i did ever. it was so amazing the spirit i felt inside of me move. im talking about the spirits that needed to come out. i didnt cry i didnt scream. i was singing my heart out & im not trying to boast but my voice sounded so amazing. God was speaking to me so much that night. i didnt cry up there @ the altar but i did cry as soon as i got home & prayed on my knees again. gosh i have so much to tell you guys but im kinda tired right now. ill update more about this sometime later. or if you guys are really intrested in what i was feeling or what i let go just ask me whenever u see me. i love you guys. take care & God Bless. keep up the faith peoples!!! love ya!!!