Mar 22, 2004 19:44
hey guys,
i'm still alive. i've been working too much to actually get to a computer during regular hours. my only free time is mondays and any time after 2:00am. i now have 3 jobs. i was gonna get a fourth but my company won't allow it. i'm also trying to get midori back on the scene as well as start my new album for 3945, AND i start guitar lessons next week.
*wipes sweat from forehead*
i've done the dumbest things with girls this month. last nite i told a girl that i really liked that i wouldn't bother her anymore. i got really drunk and depressed and the whole situation just seems hopeless, still, but i regret doing it. it sucks when you like someone and they don't return the emotion or tell about other hot guys.
so that's it for now.....the search for affection will only continue with sluts i don't care about cuz the real women are off being too busy or hung up on the other guy. as for me, i guess i can only become a better musician with my new guitar lessons.