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So today was just fine and dandy!!
Oh yeah! First of all yesterday at work was kinda slow, but I got to talk to a girl while cleaning, she's going to be a Junior at U of M next year!! and she left for a while... but then came back just to give me her number!! haha!! Kelley Long was like, "Oohhh! You're getting a number! Kevin's going to be jealous ( Read more... )
you are very good at masking your feelings of saddness, becasue you always have sometihng witty or silly to say haha
and of course that makes others think everything is peachy
but of course you feel sad sometimes, it wouldn't make sense for anyone to think you never did... that's just no human.
ohhh but you definitely will keep in touch with all of your friends. :) they're all very loyal.
i guess, i just don't know how to find loyal friends. they always have someone way more important to them.
but it's probably my own fault, because i'm just not used to being there for people in the first place! people haven't usually been there for me, so i've been trained not to go out of my way either...
which i do want to work on... i don't want to be such a piece of crap
yeah... i'm still going to be as friendly as can be!!
i just... don't really feel like telling anyone anything about myself. i want to be the person i want to. no more letting anything hold me back. so if they never know it won't hurt them. or make them think any differently of me.
you're right... i probably am the only person holding myself back.
i guess... just a part of me wishes for deep friendships... and yet i don't even know if they exist
but yeah i know you'll have an amazing year next year, beucase you ARE open and you can talk to anyone, you're personality is like a magnet :)
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