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Lately I've just been happy. Not happiness that I've ever experienced before but it's pure and I like it. Maybe I'm just numb to things going around me... there has been much, but I'm pretty good at going numb just when it's needed. Not to people or anything... but apathetic. I know I've said I've changed... but is it normal for me to be annoyed by excessivley kind people... am I some sort of hypocrite? Bree... you may be right on one thing... I've really thought about it. HAHA. maybe this is just one of those things that needs to be explained... but no way in hell will i go into it here... why am i still talking??
So I think Fiona is the only one who could possibly relate to how I feel about missing the whole Project People thing. But life has it's own idea on where to take you and you can't always fight back. Oh well as long as those who are there are having fun and making a difference! Go yg peeps!!! :D
Yesterday was fun at Chris' grad party, and hanging out with Bree later was amazing!!! We watched all the rest of Season 1 Grey's Anatomy (funny funny show haha) and almost all of YYH! plus the ice cream stop in the middle hahahhahaa! plus that music was funny haha... Bree you can't read this unless you get your gay internet back! rrar!
I went to Dr. Sami's for my "last" knee appointment. My mom kept telling people "It's her last one :) " and I probably should have told her. As it turns out I need to get another MRI. The maniscus is probably still torn plus deep scar tissue. him twisting my knee around prooved it woo. so wooha for another surgery. and i really wanted to wave surf. i guess i get deep scars which is a bummer because i was TOTALLY GOING TO GET PLASTIC SURGEORY ON MY FACE!!!!!!! HHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
who knew there could be so much drama amongst surgeons and hospital stuff... all I've learned is that incredibly smart people can make incredibly stupid decisions.
and i was going to go to the movies/out to lunch with grandma precious and bubs but not anymore. my baby cousin already lost his dad, i wonder if she considers that he DOESN'T want to lose his mother either. i don't know whether to be concerned, nervous, or pissed off. so i feel nothing at all. i guess that works.
anyway la dee da i'm off to go swimming... more like laying in the sun but ha a good tan and good company. what more could i ask for. life is perfect.
hahah Bree... - "All is fair in love and war."
So I think Fiona is the only one who could possibly relate to how I feel about missing the whole Project People thing. But life has it's own idea on where to take you and you can't always fight back. Oh well as long as those who are there are having fun and making a difference! Go yg peeps!!! :D
Yesterday was fun at Chris' grad party, and hanging out with Bree later was amazing!!! We watched all the rest of Season 1 Grey's Anatomy (funny funny show haha) and almost all of YYH! plus the ice cream stop in the middle hahahhahaa! plus that music was funny haha... Bree you can't read this unless you get your gay internet back! rrar!
I went to Dr. Sami's for my "last" knee appointment. My mom kept telling people "It's her last one :) " and I probably should have told her. As it turns out I need to get another MRI. The maniscus is probably still torn plus deep scar tissue. him twisting my knee around prooved it woo. so wooha for another surgery. and i really wanted to wave surf. i guess i get deep scars which is a bummer because i was TOTALLY GOING TO GET PLASTIC SURGEORY ON MY FACE!!!!!!! HHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
who knew there could be so much drama amongst surgeons and hospital stuff... all I've learned is that incredibly smart people can make incredibly stupid decisions.
and i was going to go to the movies/out to lunch with grandma precious and bubs but not anymore. my baby cousin already lost his dad, i wonder if she considers that he DOESN'T want to lose his mother either. i don't know whether to be concerned, nervous, or pissed off. so i feel nothing at all. i guess that works.
anyway la dee da i'm off to go swimming... more like laying in the sun but ha a good tan and good company. what more could i ask for. life is perfect.
hahah Bree... - "All is fair in love and war."