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[spiritedfairy]

what if you pray every single night for the exact same thing.
is it up to God? or up to me to make it happen?
what is under my control.
and when do you hold on tight...
or let go

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[whipped_cream88]

since i can't comment on ur last entry (i'm really confused..it's like no comment thingy..ahh..my computer is a dumb butt!) i'll comment on this one. i know sometimes i doubt things. I doubt God and that he's really there because sometimes things just work out so horribly. How can things be so bad at times. But then I think that it's the hard times we learn from, it's the hard times that help us grow stronger and learn the kind of person we really are. It's the hard times that help us apperciate what we have. So whenever I doubt things, I think to myself that I'm glad everything wasn't handed to me on a silver platter, I'm glad my life isn't perfect. if all my life was perfect, i wouldn't apperciate the great friends i have. life is better when you have to work for it and not just get everything handed to you.

and maybe heaven doesn't exist, but you have to believe it does. i think that if we stopped believing in heaven, we would go crazy. i know i would--to think life is all we get, to think that when i die, there is nothing else. but i know deep down, that after we die, we have to go some where. People see angels and there are people who almost die who see that light at the tunnel. That's how I know that there is something more out there. we have to go somewhere after this. so even if there is no heaven, i'm gonna live life as if there is.

i know life can be hard sometimes, but overall, your life is great. you have a boyfriend who loves you more than life itself and friends who will do anything for you.

i know how you feel about writing lj entries...i haven't felt like making journal entries that mean anything for a while, because i feel like i get on people's nerves, like people can't stand what i'm saying. i know that one person that won't be mentioned was even talking bad about me to sara, telling her that i'm "emotional"..and it just kinda hurts that people see me that way. so i just haven't been inspired to write any entries after that. but lizzie--you're not like me...people actually like to read about your life. your entries are always inspirational, help people through their pain. don't change for anybody.