Kame/Nakamaru: give me a chance to hold on, PG

[shadings]

Title: give me a chance to hold on
Pairing: Kame/Nakamaru
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~3,400
Summary: The night before Nakamaru's birthday, a hypothetical situation from the making of the Run For You PV comes true. Only Nakamaru doesn't just wait a day.
Notes: Written for Nakamaru's birthday. I'm sorry I'm a little late!

Comments

[alienashi]

“You let your guard down when you think I’m drunk,”

sdfhjklkjhgfd i love kame in this, so cheeky, but so so cute *__*

“You pretended you were drunk so that you could watch me stare at you?”

this is creepy, but so cute, so it's creepy cute???

thank you so much for writing! (my comment doesn't make sense because i'm like, having a slight headache but) i like this a lot! i like that it's all simple moments and uncomplicated and yet the fluff is rightly done <33333'

glad to see you back <3

[shadings]

thanks for the comment! :D happy to hear you liked it.

oh god i'm sorry about the creepy, but in my mind kame can be a little creepy sometimes (... they all can, really), so... i tried my best to make sure the creepy wasn't too creepy!

glad to be back! :D love this fandom so much, i've missed it. btw read one of your nakame fics and loved it so will probably try and make my way through all of them so expect some flaily comments on your fics. :')

[alienashi]

in my totally delusional mind, kame's creepy's only because he's really sharp but in nakamaru's case, he can be as creepy as he wants coz otherwise he won't get a clue ;~; i love the creepiness (it's why i love them) <3

ahhhh really??? (i'm surprised you knew it was me :O) i hope you find some to your liking /blushes

write moar! *___*

[shadings]

ahahaha yes. :D

why wouldn't i know it was you aksjdkjdfk... you post to capslock_turtle with your normal lj! and you reply to all the comments with your normal lj too akjsdf. >>

i have some vague ideas in mind for more! writing nakame is like my strategy to combat my akame feels, because i'm reading all the epic akame classics i missed out on and crying. this nakame fic pretty much only happened because i was like I CAN'T DEAL WITH MY AKAME FEELS AND IF I TRY WRITING AKAME FIC IT WILL JUST MAKE ME CRY EVEN MORE so instead i just went YOSH LET'S WRITE SOME NAKAME and suddenly felt a lot better.

[alienashi]

haha yea XD

yes akame hurts ;~; YESH WRITE MOAR NAKAME *___* someday i should prompt for a nakame meta or something T_T

[shadings]

akame hurts so much ): but it's pretty much my otp of otps, in my eight years of fandom in general i've never shipped anything like i do them. and HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COMMENT ON YOUR FIC WHEN I'M DEAD WITHIN THE FIRST SECTION (i'm reading voci del mare btw) i actually cannot continue i'm a mess already. CHIBI AKAME I HATE YOU. anyway ahem nakameeee, yes, oooh someone really needs to write a manifesto, and i'd love it if someone could collect all the canon nakame moments in one masterpost or something. :')

[alienashi]

ah yes, and i guess you weren't around for a bit when jin started to be...er..not around? it wasn't a very good period for everyone who actually liked him and/or shipped him in anyway (esp with kame) and so in time i just didn't want to deal with akame T___T

(omg that one..it was a pain to write :|:| i angsted a lot :|:|:|)

yea, i entertained that idea for quite sometime but maybe it's time to get some gears moving. i love them (kame/nakamaru) a million lots and i can talk about them forever hahaa, a manifesto would be a great way to pimp it out. it helps that i like kame as a fic-character (not sure if it makes sense to you) when he's with nakamaru, it's always a breath of fresh air to see genuine friendship that might/might not be something more and kame being flirtatious and ..you know, the simpler kind of feelings

[shadings]

yeah, i think i dodged most of the heartbreak when it was actually happening; my knowledge of 2010 is vague at best. i suppose that's why it's easier for me to cling onto akame. but no matter how RL events unfolded in the end, i will always believe that akame was real at some point in time, that they were in love with each other somewhere along the line. delusional akame fangirl 5eva, and all that.

simpler kind of feelings is right. kame/nakamaru is differently a breath of fresh air. it was such a relief, because when my kat-tun feelings were reawakened this summer i was so reluctant to try out gonin stuff because i thought it would hurt, but then i gave in and i was like KAME IS TOUCHING NAKAMARU'S SHOULDER SO CASUALLY AND MAKING KISSY FACES AT HIM AND OMG THEY SEEM LIKE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS AND VANILLA PERFUME AND THEY ALL LOOK SO HAPPY FEELINGS SPIRAL why did i ever think gonin stuff would hurt. it's so surprisingly healing instead. yesss write a manifesto please more people need to like kame/nakamaru, they are great. <3

[alienashi]

sorry late reply ;~;

re: akame, yes. i guess as a fangirl i sorta went into overinvestment some time ago, though only briefly(--i can't imagine how it feels to be a long-time fan) and even then the heartbreak was sore enough T_T

ah yes, the more gonin stuff i watch, the more healing they seem to be, while there were sore spots along the way, i'm glad that the guys are handling it better than we are, so no reason for us to feel hurt if they are trying their best *__*

and if you follow some of chain con's reports, kame even initiated this kancho game with nakamaru and dfghhgfdf cutest. i love how nakamaru's seemingly immune to everything kame does to him, it's so interesting to watch!

[shadings]

i started shipping akame back in august 2006, when i was 12 and impressionable, and they definitely left an impression. :') can't ever shake them now.

omggg yes i heard about the kancho thing. :D weren't there pics. i remember seeing pics somewhere. oh and have you seen this post aksjdkfjdf NAKAMARU LEARNT FROM THE BEST, CLEARLY.

AND HAVE YOU SEEN THE FULL FNS PV YET omgggg (obviously don't keep reading this if you haven't) NAKAME MOMENT cutest ever, NAKAMARU GIVES KAME THE STRENGTH TO SCORE A SPARE EVEN WHEN THERE'S A 7-10 SPLIT hahaha i love this PV so much, it's great.

sorry this is just turning into flailing about nakame. :') ... i don't really have anyone to flail with these days! would you like to be lj friends?

[alienashi]

omg i was just going !!!! with friends on twitter earlier and we were all :S:S at the changes that took place within nakamaru, coz it was supposed to be kame the bold one and nakamaru the shy one and yet now it's reversed and D: D: they keep screwing with our headcanon D: (in the bestest way ever ofc)

YES I HAZ AND ALSO THE MAKINGGGG *__* (i can email you the links if you want to, all part of teh sekrit place) --trust me, you want it, there's nakamaru spraying on what seems to be...kame's nipple.

oh it's ok, i can take all flails! i'm a rather sparse lj updater, and my updates are hardly flail-related these days...do you have twitter?

[shadings]

yeah! NAKAMARU WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY LIKE THIS. not that i'm complaining, obvs. & i do like that they screw with our headcanons once in a while! :D keeps things fresh.

oh, i was wondering where all those making gifs on tumblr were coming from. i would definitely appreciate those links (even though i was hoping i'd be able to resist until there are chinese subs...)! ♥ my e-mail's paper[dot]rockstars[at]ymail[dot]com, or you can just pm me on lj.

yep, i do. i'm @mapped. :D

[alienashi]

yes yes i'm not complaining and i think it makes things interesting *___* plus it gives a lot more for...uhm...figuring out headcanons as we go.. XD

emailed!

and i'm alienashi and youkainingenjoo, i use the latter more for ~reasons~ for but i use both, with the same dps so as to not confuse people.

*shakes hand* tomodachi!

[alienashi]

oh! speaking of canon stuff, future mag scans.

[shadings]

I KNOW RIGHT i saw those on tumblr i actually died THEY'RE SO ADORABLE god i need translations now akjsdkfjdkfj

[alienashi]

yikes i just linked you stuff and it said my comment was marked as spam :(