PL and my mother
So things with PL are at a "friends only" relationship. Really good friends. But friends none the less. And he said...
PL: But it's not like you're not there like you're still there...you're like at the top of "the list"
Me: Shutup stop saying that
PL: Why?
Me: Cuz that's like saying "Well just in case things don't work out with Susie you're my back up"
PL: Nah it's not like that..I mean like...I might break up with Susie and like you or I might break up with Susie because of you like you never know what's gonna happen.
Ok so I guess I'm content with that. It's all my fault really. Apparently I was giving him "mixed signals" and he was really confused the whole time as to if I really liked him or was serious or whatever.
Whatever. I'll just move onto Vin. Vin is the "it" now. I have a feeling though..that I'm gonna get a new "it" very soon. I have a feeling that he's gonna come from some where very unexpected. Or. Somewehre so expected that I almost miss it.
Poor starving people in Japan...
MY MOM IS BEING SUCH A BITCH LATELY. She took away my phone. How annoying. I hate everything. You know Steph's right. With the situation I'm in I should be the one that has a tragic personality. But I don't. I hide things so well.
~Those butterflies
They all died one by one
The gleam in my eye
Faded with each word you spoke
The smile I now have
Broken beneath all the laughter
The heart that I had
You took and you shattered~
(me)
PL: But it's not like you're not there like you're still there...you're like at the top of "the list"
Me: Shutup stop saying that
PL: Why?
Me: Cuz that's like saying "Well just in case things don't work out with Susie you're my back up"
PL: Nah it's not like that..I mean like...I might break up with Susie and like you or I might break up with Susie because of you like you never know what's gonna happen.
Ok so I guess I'm content with that. It's all my fault really. Apparently I was giving him "mixed signals" and he was really confused the whole time as to if I really liked him or was serious or whatever.
Whatever. I'll just move onto Vin. Vin is the "it" now. I have a feeling though..that I'm gonna get a new "it" very soon. I have a feeling that he's gonna come from some where very unexpected. Or. Somewehre so expected that I almost miss it.
Poor starving people in Japan...
MY MOM IS BEING SUCH A BITCH LATELY. She took away my phone. How annoying. I hate everything. You know Steph's right. With the situation I'm in I should be the one that has a tragic personality. But I don't. I hide things so well.
~Those butterflies
They all died one by one
The gleam in my eye
Faded with each word you spoke
The smile I now have
Broken beneath all the laughter
The heart that I had
You took and you shattered~
(me)