Oh the Drama

Sep 30, 2005 00:15

So PL: is back out with his girlfriend. That's it. It's done. Amanda called him and there was this huge talk and stuff that he told me about cuz I wasn't supposed to know Amanda called him and it's all good. Well not really. It's not really all good. I know his reasons about him not thinking I was serious and stuff. I don't blame him. It's not like he's a mind reader. But so what. I still feel like crap. And I have a right to feel like crap. At least he semi-admitted that she was the "safe choice" and stuff. Whatev. It's not like we don't talk anymore. We do. We still flirt too. But I still feel like crap. He shouldn't have done that to me. But it's ok..eventually he'll realize that she's ugly and too tall for him and has the intelligence of a rock and he'll move on. And I'm not waiting for him either. And when he does realize this I'll be happy and he'll be the one that feels like crap. So there.

Vin: I don't know.

So I thought ending that like "I don't know" would be cool an mysterious..but I really do know. I know that Vin can never ever make up his mind. Ever. I mean..he's trying to "pick" from me and Nicolette. Come on. Is he retarted. I think he just likes the chase. Vin annoys me cuz he tells Nic one thing and tells me another..and then he tells her that he told me what he told her..which he didn't. It's uber annoying. Vin needs to make up his mind and start telling the truth once in a while. He didn't even tell Mario what he told Nicolette which confuses me a lot. But he told Mario what he told me which was all good for me. Mario doesn't even know he likes Nicolette. Mario's his best friend. He tells Mario everything. Wtf Vin? I guess I'll have to approach him with it. He missed me today. Or so he says. Well really he said "I was looking for you today and asked Steph where you were and she said SAT class. SAT class can kiss my ass". But I'll take that as "I missed you cuz you were at SAT class (which may kiss my deriere) and I didn't get to see you". I'll take it as that. He didn't want to get off the bus. It's funny how he told me and Mario that he doesn't want to get off the bus but he told Nicolette that his "heart belongs to her" (lmfao). Vin needs to make up his mind and tell the truth once in a while.

So for now PL was thrown in the garbage because he got rotten and Vin is being dyed red. Red for danger. (Only Megan/ Steph/ Amanda? will get this) I'm waiting for Easter. It should be coming in about a week or two. Give or take a few days.

Sean's right..I'm starting to loose hope. Not that I won't have a guy..cuz I always have a guy..or...multiple guys. I'm loosing hope that none of my eggs will never be the same color as my basket.

~She says nothing's forever in this crazy world~
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