Dead and done now
Can't get this song by Bobby Long out of my head...
Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me?! I'm sooo tired lately, it's crazy. This afternoon, I just wanted to take a nap for like half an hour - in the end it was two hours or so. It just felt so good. :-P
I think tomorrow, I need to call the job center. Yesterday, I realized that I - again! - have to write at least six applications until the 21rst, and I haven't started yet. At the moment, here, everything's a little more stressful again, with my father taking over my brother's firm, or actually, he opened a new one, just the same work etc. And first, it seemed like that I should've taken over the firm, as I'm (of course) much younger than my father and it would've been easier to get help from agencies. They kind of literally told my dad that he's almost dead anyway, so there's no guarantee for them that they'll get their loan back or something!
I didn't want to take over the firm, but I would've done it if there was no other way. Because I know it has to go on somehow. I don't want us to lose the house or anything. But today, my father registered two businesses. One for landscaping, as my brother had it, so we can continue with our work, as we have lots of customers, so no problem there. And the other is that he's gonna rent out construction equipment. He owns my brother's "old" stuff (he got it, so it wasn't part of the insolvency and we didn't have to sell it, because without it, we couldn't have continued with our work anyway), so now he can rent it out legally.
Anyway, what I wanted to talk with the job center about is that I'm kind of in a lot of stress at the moment, like mentally stressed out, and I want to ask for some more time, or if it's even necessary to write that amount of applications. I want to find a new job, of course, but there's so much going on at the moment... It's getting over my head and I feel exhausted all the time. That's not normal. So, I'll just try talk to her.
Susan and the kiss from her (female) boss and then Gabrielle! LOL
Carlos and his ex girlfriend working together, with Gabrielle being jealous until she sees that the ex is not so attractive. Already funny. But then Gabrielle is so shocked when she finds out that Lucy (I think it was Lucy...) hasn't changed much since Carlos has been with her, and Carlos says that he's not that shallow (which made me like him even more!).
... I almost forgot why Dave is so focused on Mike...!
+ They think J.D. did it!
+ Lights out! - Never good!... BANG!... Told you, never good!
+ Careful Sheriff... Aaah!
+ If someone leaves the island, Madison dies!?
+ Lights out again!
+ Henry is so HOT with the shotgun! ;-)
+ Scar guy's next... what about Sheriff Mills?
+ Abby and Jimmy to the rescue
+ J.D.!! - Henry, blood all over him!!! *gasp*
Tonight, a new show starts, the new Knight Rider. I think I'll give it a try. Don't hold my hopes too high, though. But there's nothing better on tv anyway.
Next Sunday, Legend of the Seeker starts. Will definitely watch it. The trailer looked interesting. And the weekend after that, Merlin starts. So I can continue with that, too. The pilot was quite good.
So, I have a new cell phone number, and I'm so proud that I know it already by heart. Took like 2-3 years until I could remember my old one, so yeah, it's something special. LOL If you want/need it, let me know.
Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me?! I'm sooo tired lately, it's crazy. This afternoon, I just wanted to take a nap for like half an hour - in the end it was two hours or so. It just felt so good. :-P
I think tomorrow, I need to call the job center. Yesterday, I realized that I - again! - have to write at least six applications until the 21rst, and I haven't started yet. At the moment, here, everything's a little more stressful again, with my father taking over my brother's firm, or actually, he opened a new one, just the same work etc. And first, it seemed like that I should've taken over the firm, as I'm (of course) much younger than my father and it would've been easier to get help from agencies. They kind of literally told my dad that he's almost dead anyway, so there's no guarantee for them that they'll get their loan back or something!
I didn't want to take over the firm, but I would've done it if there was no other way. Because I know it has to go on somehow. I don't want us to lose the house or anything. But today, my father registered two businesses. One for landscaping, as my brother had it, so we can continue with our work, as we have lots of customers, so no problem there. And the other is that he's gonna rent out construction equipment. He owns my brother's "old" stuff (he got it, so it wasn't part of the insolvency and we didn't have to sell it, because without it, we couldn't have continued with our work anyway), so now he can rent it out legally.
Anyway, what I wanted to talk with the job center about is that I'm kind of in a lot of stress at the moment, like mentally stressed out, and I want to ask for some more time, or if it's even necessary to write that amount of applications. I want to find a new job, of course, but there's so much going on at the moment... It's getting over my head and I feel exhausted all the time. That's not normal. So, I'll just try talk to her.
Susan and the kiss from her (female) boss and then Gabrielle! LOL
Carlos and his ex girlfriend working together, with Gabrielle being jealous until she sees that the ex is not so attractive. Already funny. But then Gabrielle is so shocked when she finds out that Lucy (I think it was Lucy...) hasn't changed much since Carlos has been with her, and Carlos says that he's not that shallow (which made me like him even more!).
... I almost forgot why Dave is so focused on Mike...!
+ They think J.D. did it!
+ Lights out! - Never good!... BANG!... Told you, never good!
+ Careful Sheriff... Aaah!
+ If someone leaves the island, Madison dies!?
+ Lights out again!
+ Henry is so HOT with the shotgun! ;-)
+ Scar guy's next... what about Sheriff Mills?
+ Abby and Jimmy to the rescue
+ J.D.!! - Henry, blood all over him!!! *gasp*
Tonight, a new show starts, the new Knight Rider. I think I'll give it a try. Don't hold my hopes too high, though. But there's nothing better on tv anyway.
Next Sunday, Legend of the Seeker starts. Will definitely watch it. The trailer looked interesting. And the weekend after that, Merlin starts. So I can continue with that, too. The pilot was quite good.
So, I have a new cell phone number, and I'm so proud that I know it already by heart. Took like 2-3 years until I could remember my old one, so yeah, it's something special. LOL If you want/need it, let me know.