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I'm lonely. I have friends, I have co-workers. What I don't have is someone to share with. I've spent a bunch of time the past weeks thinking about the past relationships I've been in. About the things I've given up on, passed on, missed out on, lost. I'm definately in a bit of a depression, trying to figure out what to do.
Oddly enough, I have found myself finding god. Not religion, but god. I just got home from Kingdom of Heaven, an awesome movie btw. Good lessons on being a good person. I've actually found myself listening to a christian rock station on the radio. The music is decent, but its not really the music, its the feeling. I feel more full when I listen to it. More alive, more happy. Less alone. They had a "Share-athon" the past 2 days. Completely listeners supported so they were raising money.
Tonight I pledged $200 to them. Never thought that'd be me, giving money to a listener supported christian rock station. But I felt really good after it.
I don't have the money to do it, but god seemed to want me to, or atleast thats how it felt. So here's to doing it. Here's to finding happiness fullness, someone to share with.
Goodnight
God Bless
--j
Oddly enough, I have found myself finding god. Not religion, but god. I just got home from Kingdom of Heaven, an awesome movie btw. Good lessons on being a good person. I've actually found myself listening to a christian rock station on the radio. The music is decent, but its not really the music, its the feeling. I feel more full when I listen to it. More alive, more happy. Less alone. They had a "Share-athon" the past 2 days. Completely listeners supported so they were raising money.
Tonight I pledged $200 to them. Never thought that'd be me, giving money to a listener supported christian rock station. But I felt really good after it.
I don't have the money to do it, but god seemed to want me to, or atleast thats how it felt. So here's to doing it. Here's to finding happiness fullness, someone to share with.
Goodnight
God Bless
--j