[ORIGINAL] A Back Talker's Secret Chapters 6-7
Originally posted on lj on march 15,2014 to keep the original chapters before they were beta-ed, but idk when those original chapters were posted(probably has the date here on lj because i will not change those dates only these old original tags because i don't want to see them in the front it will be disorganized so i will post it to an earlier date maybe 2012)
Chapter 6
(No One's POV)
Once school ended Jaejoong met up with Yoosu in the Bathroom.
"Not the best meeting spot for planning something romantic." Yoochun stated, looking around the bathroom.
"Well some couples have moments in the bathroom. Like shower sex." Junsu replied.
"Well as you can see Su, there's no shower in--" Yoochun was directing his hands to the stalls, showing Junsu the lack of a shower in a school bathroom, before a thought stopped him.
"Wait....WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!!!" Yoochun and Jaejoong directed their attention to the other.
"Shower sex. Some couples do that." Junsu stated.
" But how--- how did you know that?" Yoochun had tried to come up with possible explanations as to why his innocent Su would know something like that.
" Sometimes I get curious." Junsu mumbled as he looked down and played with his hands. Jaejoong and Yoochun looked at each other with the same thought in mind. Junsu probably wasn't as innocent as they thought. Jaejoong cleared his throat and tried to change the subject.
" Ok, lets get back to what we came here for."
"Right!" Yoosu both said in unison.
"Jaejoong, here's the flowers from the shop. Do you have everything else ready?" Yoochun asked as he gave the bouquet of flowers to Jaejoong, while Jaejoong just nodded and took the flowers, getting a little bit nervous.
" It's ok hyung. Yoochun and I will be watching you. If anything bad happens, we'll come to the rescue!" Junsu smiled, patting Jaejoong's back.
"Ok then, let's do this before Yunho leaves." Yoochun said, pushing both Junsu and Jaejoong out of the bathroom.
" We'll be right here." Yoochun assured, as he pointed to the spot they were standing in behind the lockers.
"Now go! Don't worry, you can do it! Fighting!" Yoochun and Junsu cheered. Jaejoong nodded before spotting Yunho and Changmin and walking towards them.
" Yunho?" Jaejoong called, drawing the Yunho's attention from Changmin onto himself. He held the flowers behind his back.
" What?!" Yunho screamed, shocking Jaejoong a little, causing him to flinch. Jaejoong got even more nervous when he looked at Yunho's face, because he seemed more pissed off than usual.
' Was this the right time to do this? Should I do this another day when he doesn't look that mad?' Jaejoong pondered but was brought back to the current situation when Yunho screamed at him again.
"Well?! What were you going to say?!"
Jaejoong stared at the other and decided that it was now or never. So he mustered up his courage and tried to speak again.
"Um....Well...You see...." Jaejoong stuttered, causing Yunho to get even more irritated as he also noticed that more people were starting to gather around and watch the commotion.
"Um..Well..." Yunho mocked. "Out with it already!!" Yunho screamed at the other again. Jaejoong flinched and stepped back before closing his eyes. He pulled out the flowers from behind him and shoved them in front of Yunho. He muttered the next sentence as fast as he could.
" I really really like you Yunho, and I hope you accept these flowers." Jaejoong said, still with his eyes closed. Yunho and Changmin's eyes, however, went wide, and so did all the other students who were watching the scene. Yunho looked at the flowers, and then at all the students watching. He didn't know what to do. He couldn't let his reputation get ruined by letting all the other students find out he was gay. Only Changmin knew and he wanted to keep it that way. Yes, he does have a crush on Jaejoong, but that's HIS secret.
Yunho looked around again and knew that he had to do something quick, but he couldn't think straight! So many things were going on! He failed his test, which he will probably get punished for if his parents find out. His dog ran away and now he has to go looking for him out in the rain! If he doesn't he might as well say bye to his car,and now to add to his list of problems is this! He doesn't have time to deal with all of this!Right?!
Jaejoong slowly opens one eye, checking what is taking Yunho so long to give him an answer if he accepts Jaejoong's heart and hopefully feels the same way. He sees Yunho looking around, so he opens his other eye and gasps, seeing a crowd of students surrounding them! Jaejoong gets even more nervous and looks back at Yunho. Unfortunately for Jaejoong, he just had to sneeze.
" Achooooo!!!" Jaejoong covered his mouth as fast as he could, eyes wide as Yunho immediately directed his attention to him.
"Um..So...Yunho..." Jaejoong tried to say. "What do you think?" Jaejoong gave a little smile of hope, he was so nervous with so many eyes on him. He smiled a bit more when he saw Yunho smile too. Or was that a grin?
" What do I think?" Yunho smirked and moved closer to Jaejoong, before grabbing the flowers and throwing them harshly on the ground.
" I think that this is the most stupidest thing you have ever done! That's what I think! I mean I knew you were stupid, but I didn't think you were this stupid!" Yunho laughed. " How did you ever come up with the idea of me being gay?!!! HA! And even if I were gay, I would never like you!! YOU. ARE. FUCKING. UGLY!!~" Yunho emphasized the last sentence, as he then started to stomp on the flowers. Jaejoong gasped as he saw Yunho stomping on his flowers. His heart breaking with every stomp Yunho did.
Everyone who was watching started to laugh and point at Jaejoong, making comments about him being gay, except for Changmin and Yoosu. Jaejoong started to tear up, and was trying his best not to cry in front of everyone, but they were all laughing. And Yunho. Yunho made it ten times worse because he was smiling the entire time! Did he really enjoy this?! Did he really enjoy making Jaejoong cry? He must have because what other reason is there?!
Jaejoong couldn't hold his tears anymore and one slipped out before he ran out of the crowd and out of school building. Jaejoong didn't run out fast enough before that tear slipped out, because Yunho saw it, and that made him regret what he just did.
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A/N - SOOOOOO SORRY FOR THE SUPER LATE UPDATE AGAIN! MIANHAE! BUT HOPE U GUYS LIKE THIS CHAPTER AND KEEP READING, I JUST GOT BACK FROM KOREA AND I STAYED THERE FROM JULY 12 ( LEFT JULY 12, GOT THERE JULY 13) TO AUGUST 21, I MET YOOCHUN'S AUNT AND PLAYED WITH JUNSU'S CAT! WENT TO BUMS STORY, COFFEE COJJEE, AND ALL THE CREBEAU'S EXCEPT FOR JAE'S BECAUSE I THINK THAT CLOSED. AND DID SOOO MUCH BUT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN RIGHT NOW CUZ I AM KINDA BUSY SINCE ITS A SCHOOL DAY. BUT SORRY I REALLY DID WANT TO UPDATE BUT I WAS SO BUSY IN KOREA. SORRY AGAIN! PLEASE FORGIVE ME YOU GUYS!
OH! AND THIS UPDATE IS DEDICATED TO aenkr28!!^^
Chapter 7
Jaejooong ran out of the side doors of the school. His tears blurring his vision as he kept running. He just wanted to hide from everyone and everything. Luckily for him, there was a thick forest of trees right by the school. No one ever goes in there, due to the multiple murder stories that occurred there. But Jaejoong didn't care, as long as he doesn't have to see anyone for the rest of his life, he didn't mind dying. He actually WANTS to die!After what happened, how could he face anyone ever again?! What do they all think of him? They probably think he's a gay obsessed stalker of Yunho and that he should just go die in a hole. Thats what they are probably thinking. And Yunho...what Yunho thinks....
' I should just die! No one likes or cares for me anyway!' thought Jaejoong as he laid his back up against one of the trees in the forest, and slumped down with his head in between his legs.
" I can't believe he would do something like that!" It confused Jaejoong to no end. " Yeah he totally likes you Jaejoong." Jaejoong imitated Junsu's words in a mocking tone. "LIARS!!! You guys were wrong! I hate you BOTH!!!!" he screamed. He wiped the tears falling down his face as he thought of his two best friends.
" No....I don't..I can't..h-hate you guys.... You guys were always there for me...I'm sorry..."
'It's not their faults...it's mine.' Jaejoong thought.
"I should've known that the hope I had of Yunho liking me was too good to be true!" Jaejoong laughed at how stupid he was.
'I'm such a bad person for thinking bad of my closest friends.' He thought.
" Maybe I really am ugly!!...Inside and out." he screamed.
"Yes. You really are." Jaejoong heard a familiar voice. He looked up and saw three blurry figures heading towards him.
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All the students were whispering and staring at Yunho as he stood there with a confused expression.
"Ok! Nothing to see here people! Go home! This has nothing to do with any of you so please leave!" Yoochun, Junsu, and Changmin shooed all the students away before Yoochun ran up to Yunho and punched him in the face.
"Yoochun!" Junsu gasped as he saw what Yoochun did. Changmin ran over to help Yunho up from the floor as he held his bleeding nose. " What the fuck was that for?!" Yunho yelled.
"Really?!! Do I have to really answer that?!" Yoochun screamed back.
" Yeah! And you better apologize if you don't want me doing the same thing to you!" Yunho threatened. And that pissed off Yoochun even more, as he then punched Yunho again!
:"Yoochun! Stop!!" Junsu ran up to Yoochun and ran in front of him and hugged him, to stop him from punching Yunho again and to shield Yoochun and take the blow if Yunho was going to try to hit him back.
"Are you threatening me?!" Yoochun glared at Yunho. " Well you know what? I dont give a fuck if you try to punch me or not! Because i'll just punch you right back!" Yoochun smirked as he said the last part. " The fact that you don't even know or care about what you just did to him and that you can't even take responsiblity for your own actions and the outcomes that come with it, prove that you deserved to get hit! How could you do that to him?! He really liked you!" Yoochunconfessed, making Yunho gasp in shock.
" What did you just say?"
"That Jaejoong really likes you! What did you think that whole ' I like you ' thing with the flowers was about?! Llamas?!!!"
"No, I didn't think it was about llamas!" retorted Yunho. " I just...I didn't think that..."
" Yeah! you didn't think! If you did, none of this would've happened and Jae wouldn't have run off like that to who knows where!" Yoochun interupted.
"Jaejoong!" Yunho panicked. " I thought it was just a joke, like what we usually do."
" No, it isn't Yunho!" He really likes you and your just ruined it! You hurt him, and now i'm going to hurt you!" Yoochun threatened as he tried to get to Yunho, but Junsu held him back. Yunho took a few steps back, pushing Changmin in front of him, so Changmin would get hit instead.
" Hey! I don't want to be your shield!" Changmin panicked.
" I would gladly take your punch Yoochun because I know I deserve it, but I need to go find Jae and apologize. Which direction did he run off to?" Yunho questioned, slowly backing away as soon as Changmin got free of Yunho's grasp, afraid to be hit by the other.
" He headed left.Probably out of the school by now."
"Thanks!" Yunho started running in the direction Jaejoong ran off to.
" Hey! I'm not done with you! Once you get back you better be ready for a shitload of beatings if you can't fix this!" Yoochun yelled after the other.
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'SLAP' Jaejoong felt more tears coming up as one of those figures slapped him!
" You bitch!" They slapped him again. Jaejoong gasped as another one grabbed him by the collar, pulled him up and pinned him against the tree. Jaejoong's hands went straight to the other's hands on his collar, trying to loosen his grip.
" You stupid bitch! You really think that Yunho would like you?"
That voice! Jaejoong's eyes grew wide as he took a few seconds to try to clear his vision from the tears before he saw three people standing in front of him. But none of those people fit the voice he remembered, until he saw a someone come out from behind the three.
"Heechul?...and you guys? What is going on? Why are you guys doing this?" Jaejoong managed to say as he tried loosening the other's grip on his collar. But that only made it worse because that caused Sungmin and Eunhyuk to hold down his hands so he couldn't try anything that could get him out of Donghae's hold.
"Wow! You really are stupid aren't you?" Heechul laughed.
"What are you talking about?"
" You really think that Yunho would like you? You seriously think that Yunho would like you back? Or was that whole scene you made back there just a joke?"
" No! It wasn't a joke! B-But th-that's none of your business anyways.."
"Really now? Its none of our business?!" Heechul yelled in Jaejoong's face,making the latter flinch. When Jaejoong didn't give Heechul an answer, he continued.
" Listen here Jae.." Heechul said as he got closer. " We see you fighting all the time with Yunho, and we don't like it!" The other three nodded in agreement. " He is stressed out enough and he doesn't need you in his life! You keep causing so many problems for him! And we really care about him a lot more than you obviously, so we will protect him at all costs from bitches like you. We know you don't like him because if you did, then you wouldn't keep starting fights with him. And if you are just doing this to get his attention, its not going to work. Like you even said before, you are VERY ugly. And we all know that would be dead last in the entire school on the beauty scale." Heechul smirked. Jaejoong tried his best to fight back the tears, but these people were so mean!
" Please...let me go!"
"Hmm.... no.. I don't think so. What I do think though is that you need to learn your lesson. Don't you guys agree?" Heechul smiled when the other three agreed and Donghae's grip got tighter on Jaejoong's collar. Jaejoong panicked and did the first thing he thought of. He headbutted Donghae, causing all three of them to let of of Jaejoong. Jaejoong took that chance to start running away. Sungmin and Eunhyuk tried to help Donghae to see if he was alright, but Heechul reminded them about Jaejoong.
"It doesn't matter! He's fine! But Jaejoong is getting away!!!" Heechul screamed, alerting the others to run after him.
Jaejoong was trying to get as far away as he could, to hide or something! He just didn't want to get hurt. But it was starting to get dark already and what made it worse was that since the forest was so thick, the sun already had trouble getting through, it was already dark to begin with and now it just made it a whole lot harder! Before he knew it, he was already on the ground, due to tripping over a tree root sticking out of the ground.
Jaejoong tried to get up again but was tackled back to the ground by Donghae when he tried to get up.
"You son of a bitch!!! Look.what.you.did!" Donghae screamed as got on top of Jaejoong and threw hard punches at Jaejoong's face between every word. Jaejoong was crying so hard, it hurt like hell!
"You bruised my face!! How the fuck will Yunho like me now?!!!" Donghae didn't stop hitting Jaejoong.
"Don't worry Donghae,either way, even with that bruise, you still look wayyy better than Jaejoong." Sungmin added.
"Plus, bruises heal, but Jaejoong's uglyness stays forever." Heechul laughed and kicked Jaejoong on his side. Sungmin and Eunhyuk followed by trying to kick Jaejoong in the head while he was still down and crying. Jaejoong kept his arms up in front of his face, trying to block and lessen the hardness of the blows. Heechul kept kicking Jaejoong in stomach until he started to cough up blood.
"Ok. I think that's good for now. Donghae! Pick him up!" Heechul commanded Donghae as he then grabbed the sobbing Jaejoong and held him up against the tree.
"Sungmin and Eunhyuk, hold his arms down and keep his head in place so he can't get away again!" Sungmin and Eunhyuk followed immediately.
"Now Jaejoong, If you EVER do that again, you know what's going to happen right?" Heechul smirked. But Jaejoong closed his eyes from the pain and didn't respond. That annoyed Heechul even more. So he punched him him the stomach with a lot of force. Causing Jaejoong to gasp and open his eyes.
"Answer me! You know what's going to happen if you do this again right?!" Heechul screamed.
"Y--ye-yes" Jaejoong managed to croak out. Heechul smiled. "Good. You guys can let him go now." Heechul said as he started to walk away. Donghae let go of Jaejoong as watched as the other immediately slumped down to the ground, trying to catch his breath. The other three then followed behind Heechul, but not before Sungmin gave a good kick to Jaejoong's weak and bloody body on the ground.
"You make me sick!" Sungmin said to the other before spitting on him. When Jaejoong didn't hear anymore footsteps he guessed they were gone. He layed there for a while, trying to catch the breath that was knocked out of him. It hurt to move. It hurt to move any part of his body. Maybe this was it. Maybe this is how he was supposed to die. Maybe if he just layed there, death would be nice enough to take him away. He started to close his eyes, accepting his fate, but then thoughts hit him. What about his friends? He never got to say goodbye and his parents, he can't even remember the last time he said he loved them. He hasn't even had his first kiss yet! There were so many things that he had to do before he died.
'Maybe I shouldn't give up just yet.' but just as he was starting to fight away the urge of dying, Jaejoong thought about Yunho. If he had one last wish it would be to see him one last time...with an actual good memory this time not a bad one...But...Yunho hates him doesn't he?...He just showed his hatred earlier today right? ' What's the point if the one he loves the most in his life doesn't even love him back?
But then something hit him. He remembered a saying that Yoosu once told him, to never give up, and if you fail, try again and that you can always learn from those mistakes.
' I can always try again i guess. I can't just leave it at that, I have to try again.' Jaejoong encouraged himself after contemplating with himself for a while. He then tried to move his arm, with much difficulty, he reached into his pocket and took out his cell phone. When he looked at it the screen was cracked, most likely from the fight, but he also noticed the time.
'Midnight?! How is that possible?! I must've blacked out after the fight.' Jaejoong thought. He slowly dialed Yoochun's number.
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A/N - Arms hurt~ ok so this took a while to update, with the fight scene i got some ideas from my classmate^^ lol good stuff to ask a boy about lol I might be able to add another chapter before the end of this week if I have time. No promises! but i will try! Hope you guys liked this chapter and yeah Jaejoong blacked out after the fight(the part where it says he couldn't hear footsteps anymore, was when he woke up and didn't hear anybody around anymore) If you have any other questions don't be afraid to ask!:) This took me 5 hours to type today and about 2-3 yesterday to write the beginning. I hate writers block... but when all of you guys keep messaging me to continue I feel bad for leaving you guys hanging, so here is another chapter! I do like writing this story if this was made into a movie i could actually make it easier for you guys to see what im thinking and the setting this is in and stuff it's really cool, like all my other stories have a really INTERESTING plot but some of the stories i wrote on paper disapeared so i still need to look for those;) oh! and here is the new character! Heechul!!! he is the leader of those three obsessed fans *hint hint*
AND REMEMBER TO COMMENT YOU GUYS!^^ I LOVE THEM! AND THEY ARE MY MOTIVATIONS!^^
And I hope this chapter didn't confuse anyone with the story? Cuz i got confused writing it lol but i read over it so i think its ok? idk its night time so im kinda weird at the moment lol happy reading!^^
Chapter 6
(No One's POV)
Once school ended Jaejoong met up with Yoosu in the Bathroom.
"Not the best meeting spot for planning something romantic." Yoochun stated, looking around the bathroom.
"Well some couples have moments in the bathroom. Like shower sex." Junsu replied.
"Well as you can see Su, there's no shower in--" Yoochun was directing his hands to the stalls, showing Junsu the lack of a shower in a school bathroom, before a thought stopped him.
"Wait....WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!!!" Yoochun and Jaejoong directed their attention to the other.
"Shower sex. Some couples do that." Junsu stated.
" But how--- how did you know that?" Yoochun had tried to come up with possible explanations as to why his innocent Su would know something like that.
" Sometimes I get curious." Junsu mumbled as he looked down and played with his hands. Jaejoong and Yoochun looked at each other with the same thought in mind. Junsu probably wasn't as innocent as they thought. Jaejoong cleared his throat and tried to change the subject.
" Ok, lets get back to what we came here for."
"Right!" Yoosu both said in unison.
"Jaejoong, here's the flowers from the shop. Do you have everything else ready?" Yoochun asked as he gave the bouquet of flowers to Jaejoong, while Jaejoong just nodded and took the flowers, getting a little bit nervous.
" It's ok hyung. Yoochun and I will be watching you. If anything bad happens, we'll come to the rescue!" Junsu smiled, patting Jaejoong's back.
"Ok then, let's do this before Yunho leaves." Yoochun said, pushing both Junsu and Jaejoong out of the bathroom.
" We'll be right here." Yoochun assured, as he pointed to the spot they were standing in behind the lockers.
"Now go! Don't worry, you can do it! Fighting!" Yoochun and Junsu cheered. Jaejoong nodded before spotting Yunho and Changmin and walking towards them.
" Yunho?" Jaejoong called, drawing the Yunho's attention from Changmin onto himself. He held the flowers behind his back.
" What?!" Yunho screamed, shocking Jaejoong a little, causing him to flinch. Jaejoong got even more nervous when he looked at Yunho's face, because he seemed more pissed off than usual.
' Was this the right time to do this? Should I do this another day when he doesn't look that mad?' Jaejoong pondered but was brought back to the current situation when Yunho screamed at him again.
"Well?! What were you going to say?!"
Jaejoong stared at the other and decided that it was now or never. So he mustered up his courage and tried to speak again.
"Um....Well...You see...." Jaejoong stuttered, causing Yunho to get even more irritated as he also noticed that more people were starting to gather around and watch the commotion.
"Um..Well..." Yunho mocked. "Out with it already!!" Yunho screamed at the other again. Jaejoong flinched and stepped back before closing his eyes. He pulled out the flowers from behind him and shoved them in front of Yunho. He muttered the next sentence as fast as he could.
" I really really like you Yunho, and I hope you accept these flowers." Jaejoong said, still with his eyes closed. Yunho and Changmin's eyes, however, went wide, and so did all the other students who were watching the scene. Yunho looked at the flowers, and then at all the students watching. He didn't know what to do. He couldn't let his reputation get ruined by letting all the other students find out he was gay. Only Changmin knew and he wanted to keep it that way. Yes, he does have a crush on Jaejoong, but that's HIS secret.
Yunho looked around again and knew that he had to do something quick, but he couldn't think straight! So many things were going on! He failed his test, which he will probably get punished for if his parents find out. His dog ran away and now he has to go looking for him out in the rain! If he doesn't he might as well say bye to his car,and now to add to his list of problems is this! He doesn't have time to deal with all of this!Right?!
Jaejoong slowly opens one eye, checking what is taking Yunho so long to give him an answer if he accepts Jaejoong's heart and hopefully feels the same way. He sees Yunho looking around, so he opens his other eye and gasps, seeing a crowd of students surrounding them! Jaejoong gets even more nervous and looks back at Yunho. Unfortunately for Jaejoong, he just had to sneeze.
" Achooooo!!!" Jaejoong covered his mouth as fast as he could, eyes wide as Yunho immediately directed his attention to him.
"Um..So...Yunho..." Jaejoong tried to say. "What do you think?" Jaejoong gave a little smile of hope, he was so nervous with so many eyes on him. He smiled a bit more when he saw Yunho smile too. Or was that a grin?
" What do I think?" Yunho smirked and moved closer to Jaejoong, before grabbing the flowers and throwing them harshly on the ground.
" I think that this is the most stupidest thing you have ever done! That's what I think! I mean I knew you were stupid, but I didn't think you were this stupid!" Yunho laughed. " How did you ever come up with the idea of me being gay?!!! HA! And even if I were gay, I would never like you!! YOU. ARE. FUCKING. UGLY!!~" Yunho emphasized the last sentence, as he then started to stomp on the flowers. Jaejoong gasped as he saw Yunho stomping on his flowers. His heart breaking with every stomp Yunho did.
Everyone who was watching started to laugh and point at Jaejoong, making comments about him being gay, except for Changmin and Yoosu. Jaejoong started to tear up, and was trying his best not to cry in front of everyone, but they were all laughing. And Yunho. Yunho made it ten times worse because he was smiling the entire time! Did he really enjoy this?! Did he really enjoy making Jaejoong cry? He must have because what other reason is there?!
Jaejoong couldn't hold his tears anymore and one slipped out before he ran out of the crowd and out of school building. Jaejoong didn't run out fast enough before that tear slipped out, because Yunho saw it, and that made him regret what he just did.
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A/N - SOOOOOO SORRY FOR THE SUPER LATE UPDATE AGAIN! MIANHAE! BUT HOPE U GUYS LIKE THIS CHAPTER AND KEEP READING, I JUST GOT BACK FROM KOREA AND I STAYED THERE FROM JULY 12 ( LEFT JULY 12, GOT THERE JULY 13) TO AUGUST 21, I MET YOOCHUN'S AUNT AND PLAYED WITH JUNSU'S CAT! WENT TO BUMS STORY, COFFEE COJJEE, AND ALL THE CREBEAU'S EXCEPT FOR JAE'S BECAUSE I THINK THAT CLOSED. AND DID SOOO MUCH BUT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN RIGHT NOW CUZ I AM KINDA BUSY SINCE ITS A SCHOOL DAY. BUT SORRY I REALLY DID WANT TO UPDATE BUT I WAS SO BUSY IN KOREA. SORRY AGAIN! PLEASE FORGIVE ME YOU GUYS!
OH! AND THIS UPDATE IS DEDICATED TO aenkr28!!^^
Chapter 7
Jaejooong ran out of the side doors of the school. His tears blurring his vision as he kept running. He just wanted to hide from everyone and everything. Luckily for him, there was a thick forest of trees right by the school. No one ever goes in there, due to the multiple murder stories that occurred there. But Jaejoong didn't care, as long as he doesn't have to see anyone for the rest of his life, he didn't mind dying. He actually WANTS to die!After what happened, how could he face anyone ever again?! What do they all think of him? They probably think he's a gay obsessed stalker of Yunho and that he should just go die in a hole. Thats what they are probably thinking. And Yunho...what Yunho thinks....
' I should just die! No one likes or cares for me anyway!' thought Jaejoong as he laid his back up against one of the trees in the forest, and slumped down with his head in between his legs.
" I can't believe he would do something like that!" It confused Jaejoong to no end. " Yeah he totally likes you Jaejoong." Jaejoong imitated Junsu's words in a mocking tone. "LIARS!!! You guys were wrong! I hate you BOTH!!!!" he screamed. He wiped the tears falling down his face as he thought of his two best friends.
" No....I don't..I can't..h-hate you guys.... You guys were always there for me...I'm sorry..."
'It's not their faults...it's mine.' Jaejoong thought.
"I should've known that the hope I had of Yunho liking me was too good to be true!" Jaejoong laughed at how stupid he was.
'I'm such a bad person for thinking bad of my closest friends.' He thought.
" Maybe I really am ugly!!...Inside and out." he screamed.
"Yes. You really are." Jaejoong heard a familiar voice. He looked up and saw three blurry figures heading towards him.
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All the students were whispering and staring at Yunho as he stood there with a confused expression.
"Ok! Nothing to see here people! Go home! This has nothing to do with any of you so please leave!" Yoochun, Junsu, and Changmin shooed all the students away before Yoochun ran up to Yunho and punched him in the face.
"Yoochun!" Junsu gasped as he saw what Yoochun did. Changmin ran over to help Yunho up from the floor as he held his bleeding nose. " What the fuck was that for?!" Yunho yelled.
"Really?!! Do I have to really answer that?!" Yoochun screamed back.
" Yeah! And you better apologize if you don't want me doing the same thing to you!" Yunho threatened. And that pissed off Yoochun even more, as he then punched Yunho again!
:"Yoochun! Stop!!" Junsu ran up to Yoochun and ran in front of him and hugged him, to stop him from punching Yunho again and to shield Yoochun and take the blow if Yunho was going to try to hit him back.
"Are you threatening me?!" Yoochun glared at Yunho. " Well you know what? I dont give a fuck if you try to punch me or not! Because i'll just punch you right back!" Yoochun smirked as he said the last part. " The fact that you don't even know or care about what you just did to him and that you can't even take responsiblity for your own actions and the outcomes that come with it, prove that you deserved to get hit! How could you do that to him?! He really liked you!" Yoochunconfessed, making Yunho gasp in shock.
" What did you just say?"
"That Jaejoong really likes you! What did you think that whole ' I like you ' thing with the flowers was about?! Llamas?!!!"
"No, I didn't think it was about llamas!" retorted Yunho. " I just...I didn't think that..."
" Yeah! you didn't think! If you did, none of this would've happened and Jae wouldn't have run off like that to who knows where!" Yoochun interupted.
"Jaejoong!" Yunho panicked. " I thought it was just a joke, like what we usually do."
" No, it isn't Yunho!" He really likes you and your just ruined it! You hurt him, and now i'm going to hurt you!" Yoochun threatened as he tried to get to Yunho, but Junsu held him back. Yunho took a few steps back, pushing Changmin in front of him, so Changmin would get hit instead.
" Hey! I don't want to be your shield!" Changmin panicked.
" I would gladly take your punch Yoochun because I know I deserve it, but I need to go find Jae and apologize. Which direction did he run off to?" Yunho questioned, slowly backing away as soon as Changmin got free of Yunho's grasp, afraid to be hit by the other.
" He headed left.Probably out of the school by now."
"Thanks!" Yunho started running in the direction Jaejoong ran off to.
" Hey! I'm not done with you! Once you get back you better be ready for a shitload of beatings if you can't fix this!" Yoochun yelled after the other.
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'SLAP' Jaejoong felt more tears coming up as one of those figures slapped him!
" You bitch!" They slapped him again. Jaejoong gasped as another one grabbed him by the collar, pulled him up and pinned him against the tree. Jaejoong's hands went straight to the other's hands on his collar, trying to loosen his grip.
" You stupid bitch! You really think that Yunho would like you?"
That voice! Jaejoong's eyes grew wide as he took a few seconds to try to clear his vision from the tears before he saw three people standing in front of him. But none of those people fit the voice he remembered, until he saw a someone come out from behind the three.
"Heechul?...and you guys? What is going on? Why are you guys doing this?" Jaejoong managed to say as he tried loosening the other's grip on his collar. But that only made it worse because that caused Sungmin and Eunhyuk to hold down his hands so he couldn't try anything that could get him out of Donghae's hold.
"Wow! You really are stupid aren't you?" Heechul laughed.
"What are you talking about?"
" You really think that Yunho would like you? You seriously think that Yunho would like you back? Or was that whole scene you made back there just a joke?"
" No! It wasn't a joke! B-But th-that's none of your business anyways.."
"Really now? Its none of our business?!" Heechul yelled in Jaejoong's face,making the latter flinch. When Jaejoong didn't give Heechul an answer, he continued.
" Listen here Jae.." Heechul said as he got closer. " We see you fighting all the time with Yunho, and we don't like it!" The other three nodded in agreement. " He is stressed out enough and he doesn't need you in his life! You keep causing so many problems for him! And we really care about him a lot more than you obviously, so we will protect him at all costs from bitches like you. We know you don't like him because if you did, then you wouldn't keep starting fights with him. And if you are just doing this to get his attention, its not going to work. Like you even said before, you are VERY ugly. And we all know that would be dead last in the entire school on the beauty scale." Heechul smirked. Jaejoong tried his best to fight back the tears, but these people were so mean!
" Please...let me go!"
"Hmm.... no.. I don't think so. What I do think though is that you need to learn your lesson. Don't you guys agree?" Heechul smiled when the other three agreed and Donghae's grip got tighter on Jaejoong's collar. Jaejoong panicked and did the first thing he thought of. He headbutted Donghae, causing all three of them to let of of Jaejoong. Jaejoong took that chance to start running away. Sungmin and Eunhyuk tried to help Donghae to see if he was alright, but Heechul reminded them about Jaejoong.
"It doesn't matter! He's fine! But Jaejoong is getting away!!!" Heechul screamed, alerting the others to run after him.
Jaejoong was trying to get as far away as he could, to hide or something! He just didn't want to get hurt. But it was starting to get dark already and what made it worse was that since the forest was so thick, the sun already had trouble getting through, it was already dark to begin with and now it just made it a whole lot harder! Before he knew it, he was already on the ground, due to tripping over a tree root sticking out of the ground.
Jaejoong tried to get up again but was tackled back to the ground by Donghae when he tried to get up.
"You son of a bitch!!! Look.what.you.did!" Donghae screamed as got on top of Jaejoong and threw hard punches at Jaejoong's face between every word. Jaejoong was crying so hard, it hurt like hell!
"You bruised my face!! How the fuck will Yunho like me now?!!!" Donghae didn't stop hitting Jaejoong.
"Don't worry Donghae,either way, even with that bruise, you still look wayyy better than Jaejoong." Sungmin added.
"Plus, bruises heal, but Jaejoong's uglyness stays forever." Heechul laughed and kicked Jaejoong on his side. Sungmin and Eunhyuk followed by trying to kick Jaejoong in the head while he was still down and crying. Jaejoong kept his arms up in front of his face, trying to block and lessen the hardness of the blows. Heechul kept kicking Jaejoong in stomach until he started to cough up blood.
"Ok. I think that's good for now. Donghae! Pick him up!" Heechul commanded Donghae as he then grabbed the sobbing Jaejoong and held him up against the tree.
"Sungmin and Eunhyuk, hold his arms down and keep his head in place so he can't get away again!" Sungmin and Eunhyuk followed immediately.
"Now Jaejoong, If you EVER do that again, you know what's going to happen right?" Heechul smirked. But Jaejoong closed his eyes from the pain and didn't respond. That annoyed Heechul even more. So he punched him him the stomach with a lot of force. Causing Jaejoong to gasp and open his eyes.
"Answer me! You know what's going to happen if you do this again right?!" Heechul screamed.
"Y--ye-yes" Jaejoong managed to croak out. Heechul smiled. "Good. You guys can let him go now." Heechul said as he started to walk away. Donghae let go of Jaejoong as watched as the other immediately slumped down to the ground, trying to catch his breath. The other three then followed behind Heechul, but not before Sungmin gave a good kick to Jaejoong's weak and bloody body on the ground.
"You make me sick!" Sungmin said to the other before spitting on him. When Jaejoong didn't hear anymore footsteps he guessed they were gone. He layed there for a while, trying to catch the breath that was knocked out of him. It hurt to move. It hurt to move any part of his body. Maybe this was it. Maybe this is how he was supposed to die. Maybe if he just layed there, death would be nice enough to take him away. He started to close his eyes, accepting his fate, but then thoughts hit him. What about his friends? He never got to say goodbye and his parents, he can't even remember the last time he said he loved them. He hasn't even had his first kiss yet! There were so many things that he had to do before he died.
'Maybe I shouldn't give up just yet.' but just as he was starting to fight away the urge of dying, Jaejoong thought about Yunho. If he had one last wish it would be to see him one last time...with an actual good memory this time not a bad one...But...Yunho hates him doesn't he?...He just showed his hatred earlier today right? ' What's the point if the one he loves the most in his life doesn't even love him back?
But then something hit him. He remembered a saying that Yoosu once told him, to never give up, and if you fail, try again and that you can always learn from those mistakes.
' I can always try again i guess. I can't just leave it at that, I have to try again.' Jaejoong encouraged himself after contemplating with himself for a while. He then tried to move his arm, with much difficulty, he reached into his pocket and took out his cell phone. When he looked at it the screen was cracked, most likely from the fight, but he also noticed the time.
'Midnight?! How is that possible?! I must've blacked out after the fight.' Jaejoong thought. He slowly dialed Yoochun's number.
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A/N - Arms hurt~ ok so this took a while to update, with the fight scene i got some ideas from my classmate^^ lol good stuff to ask a boy about lol I might be able to add another chapter before the end of this week if I have time. No promises! but i will try! Hope you guys liked this chapter and yeah Jaejoong blacked out after the fight(the part where it says he couldn't hear footsteps anymore, was when he woke up and didn't hear anybody around anymore) If you have any other questions don't be afraid to ask!:) This took me 5 hours to type today and about 2-3 yesterday to write the beginning. I hate writers block... but when all of you guys keep messaging me to continue I feel bad for leaving you guys hanging, so here is another chapter! I do like writing this story if this was made into a movie i could actually make it easier for you guys to see what im thinking and the setting this is in and stuff it's really cool, like all my other stories have a really INTERESTING plot but some of the stories i wrote on paper disapeared so i still need to look for those;) oh! and here is the new character! Heechul!!! he is the leader of those three obsessed fans *hint hint*
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And I hope this chapter didn't confuse anyone with the story? Cuz i got confused writing it lol but i read over it so i think its ok? idk its night time so im kinda weird at the moment lol happy reading!^^