Want to know your future?
I know that I will sound crazy, but there are times that i swear i get glimpses of the future, accompanied by strong gut feelings that become impossible for my mind to deny.
These happen frequently and most of them have come true. Unfortunately, they are never any critical point in time, so the images i see make little sense to me, almost like i am seeing some place i have never been or nearly faceless people and voices i dont recognize at first. Then later on in my life, it happens, and when it does, it rings back to my mind as clear as the day i first experienced it.
One of the more eerie ones, was when i went to tech school in Vincennes. Two years prior, in a fit of daydreaming, i had a 3 second vision of a glass window with a green lighted sign above it with the word "Pizza" written on it, and i could see the countertop around it and the single slice of pizza rotating behind the glass and muffled voices all around me.
sort of a strange vision to have right?
Well two years later, i am interviewing for tech schools and am in Vincennes, IN. It happens to be my birthday and there was two feet of snow that dumped that day in a horrible blizzard. I ventured out for the one hour trip, which ended up taking three hours, but i made it down to my interview... a bit late, but i made it and Phil, the director was quite impressed by my arrival. He asked if i had eaten, and i said no, and so he took me to the cafeteria. We were in line, discussing my current finals and classes when he turns and says "The pizza here is pretty good, you should take the last piece before its gone."
So i turn and i freeze. The muffled voices of the other people in the cafeteria became familar, not like recognizing the lyrics to a song, but recognizing the tune of a song being hummed by someone walking down the road. There it was, right there before me, the exact scene that i had seen while daydreaming. A real case of Deja Vu, only years later. I had never been there before, so it was not like a memory. Then Phil went to say something to me, and i already knew what he was going to say.
this happens frequently, and when it does, it sort of scares the hell out of me. Thus far, they have served only as "check points" for me, sort of signs to my mind that I am where I am suppose to be, but saying that would suggest that i have some sort of destiny to me or some special purpose that i am waiting to happen, sitting around picking up some varied skills for some higher purpose.
So i put all this here and i ask simply?
What does it all mean?
And what happens when one comes along... and i don't like what i see in it?
These happen frequently and most of them have come true. Unfortunately, they are never any critical point in time, so the images i see make little sense to me, almost like i am seeing some place i have never been or nearly faceless people and voices i dont recognize at first. Then later on in my life, it happens, and when it does, it rings back to my mind as clear as the day i first experienced it.
One of the more eerie ones, was when i went to tech school in Vincennes. Two years prior, in a fit of daydreaming, i had a 3 second vision of a glass window with a green lighted sign above it with the word "Pizza" written on it, and i could see the countertop around it and the single slice of pizza rotating behind the glass and muffled voices all around me.
sort of a strange vision to have right?
Well two years later, i am interviewing for tech schools and am in Vincennes, IN. It happens to be my birthday and there was two feet of snow that dumped that day in a horrible blizzard. I ventured out for the one hour trip, which ended up taking three hours, but i made it down to my interview... a bit late, but i made it and Phil, the director was quite impressed by my arrival. He asked if i had eaten, and i said no, and so he took me to the cafeteria. We were in line, discussing my current finals and classes when he turns and says "The pizza here is pretty good, you should take the last piece before its gone."
So i turn and i freeze. The muffled voices of the other people in the cafeteria became familar, not like recognizing the lyrics to a song, but recognizing the tune of a song being hummed by someone walking down the road. There it was, right there before me, the exact scene that i had seen while daydreaming. A real case of Deja Vu, only years later. I had never been there before, so it was not like a memory. Then Phil went to say something to me, and i already knew what he was going to say.
this happens frequently, and when it does, it sort of scares the hell out of me. Thus far, they have served only as "check points" for me, sort of signs to my mind that I am where I am suppose to be, but saying that would suggest that i have some sort of destiny to me or some special purpose that i am waiting to happen, sitting around picking up some varied skills for some higher purpose.
So i put all this here and i ask simply?
What does it all mean?
And what happens when one comes along... and i don't like what i see in it?