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My mind is mush. I cannot think of what to write about on here. Life seems stressful, but that's expected at my age. I haven't seen Aedyn since Christmas. I spent a month and a half in heavy psych rehab. While I was there I met a ton of people. We all had to co-exist with each other. Sometimes there would be 15 people in the house, not including
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I recently (in mid February) suffered a collapsed lung. Though of course I have no idea how I managed that or went with a few days without it overwhelming me. lol I generally stay calm in all of my emergency situations (as best I can) it's a tad difficult being calm with a collapsed lung, your body is trying to make up for it with crazy heart rates.
After the fact now that I'm out and mostly back to normal almost I still feel anxious and paranoid because of it. Hopefully it will pass. But the meaning behind it is that the experiences we endure affect us in ways we may not be able to control very well. It's okay though. Not all changes are for the worst, they can be there with a positive effect. Like even though this has made me a bit more paranoid and prone to tensing up if anything feels weird, I also now take extra care to see if there's anything amiss. lol
But anyway, yeah I miss the past a lot. I miss being able to do all the things I could do before a lot more effortlessly. I miss my good times I had with friends in the past. Sure IU'm always making new memories. But the past ones were also really great.
Also that stupid collapsed lung kept me from the convention I was going to go to here. I was so mad! lol Feel better Kina. I know it's probably really hard in your situation but you'll be okay. :)
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