a realization
i think i realized that i am a little bit of a hypocrite. i hate egotistical people yet i think i kind of have an ego. i dont really care that much because it is a good thing to be able to realize that you have one. i was thinking about the bass camp and when this nature expert told about how he realized he was egotistical when he went to his first nature experience. i started realizing some of the shit that i am now one night when i was really blazed during the summer. but you know what happens, you fall asleep and in the morning you wake up and wonder what that thing you realized was. i read that you dont lose those memory cells when you are stoned and instead they get redistrubuted to other parts of the brain. i think that is how i realized this and foregot.