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This is stupid.
One of my biggest faults is my occasional inabillity to be forgiving. I find it the hardest thing to do, sometimes. The whole Nash thing, for example. The sad thing about that situation is that it colors the way I look at him. Sure, I can say hi when he wanders past, and I can smile and be friendly, but some small part of me thinks that he's never being truthful.
Currently, the whole castle is overrun with all the evil, awful, completely wrong and mean people that we fought in the War. I nearly passed out from rage when I saw that witch...Sarah walking around by the inn as if she belonged here. Nevermind that, she was with Luc.
To quote the Captain: What the...[I shouldn't say that word but it's reeeeeeeally appropriate...]
But wait, it gets better. Someone summoned Yuber, and of course, somewhere in the midst of all of this, Albert Silverberg shows up.
Could a bigger bunch of losers occupy the castle all at once? Add this to the loser that's already here [this would be Luca] and...
I'm frustrated. All these people, that have hurt so many not only in my lifetime, but in other lifetimes, and they're here like nothing is going on! And even if there was, nobody gets punished. I know life is unfair, but for the rest of us, when we do things wrong, there's consequences. Where are theirs?
...Then again, some of them did die...but one death of theirs doesn't equal the deaths of so many...!
I'm frustrated and angry and sad because my friends are leaving me and the only thing I can do about it besides rant about it here is keep to myself. I'm not good company at all, I feel like I've been a poor friend because I've not really been around and...I have no idea how to deal with this. Queen took the twins with her, else I'd spend time playing with them and I would forget everything else that's going on.
I wonder if any of them actually regret the things they've done? Would they even know what such a thing was?
One of my biggest faults is my occasional inabillity to be forgiving. I find it the hardest thing to do, sometimes. The whole Nash thing, for example. The sad thing about that situation is that it colors the way I look at him. Sure, I can say hi when he wanders past, and I can smile and be friendly, but some small part of me thinks that he's never being truthful.
Currently, the whole castle is overrun with all the evil, awful, completely wrong and mean people that we fought in the War. I nearly passed out from rage when I saw that witch...Sarah walking around by the inn as if she belonged here. Nevermind that, she was with Luc.
To quote the Captain: What the...[I shouldn't say that word but it's reeeeeeeally appropriate...]
But wait, it gets better. Someone summoned Yuber, and of course, somewhere in the midst of all of this, Albert Silverberg shows up.
Could a bigger bunch of losers occupy the castle all at once? Add this to the loser that's already here [this would be Luca] and...
I'm frustrated. All these people, that have hurt so many not only in my lifetime, but in other lifetimes, and they're here like nothing is going on! And even if there was, nobody gets punished. I know life is unfair, but for the rest of us, when we do things wrong, there's consequences. Where are theirs?
...Then again, some of them did die...but one death of theirs doesn't equal the deaths of so many...!
I'm frustrated and angry and sad because my friends are leaving me and the only thing I can do about it besides rant about it here is keep to myself. I'm not good company at all, I feel like I've been a poor friend because I've not really been around and...I have no idea how to deal with this. Queen took the twins with her, else I'd spend time playing with them and I would forget everything else that's going on.
I wonder if any of them actually regret the things they've done? Would they even know what such a thing was?