Aug 03, 2005 00:13
went over to stvens house. debra was/is so sad. she wants to have lunch with me today. hope i can go with her. she siad she need someone normal to talk to as she hugged me. dont know if im normal, but oh well. i hope i can help her. beth is also smoking. stev and beth are leaving to stay with their dad. deb is deppressed. grrr. school starts tommorrow... need towake up at 500am. gonna suck..oh well.....bored. put new tribal ring on silver beaded necklace, luks and feels good. not too short, yet not too long. might get highlights killed back to normal color...i miss my normal hair..earth brown...I wish it back, also wish my hair was long, to my chin, all one length, able to brush behind my ears..it will grow over time, amnd when it does, i will not cut it. i swear on my soul. tired. going to sleep. thought i should write abut tonight for sum reason. need to get out of computer typing and back to normal for school. vitesen.