Nov 03, 2004 21:06
i wish i wasn't so emotional and i wish that my life was somewhat normal.
okay, work sucks because the guys are stoner white-trash assholes.
my social life sucks because i have no friends.
my social life sucks because i have become anti-social
somehow i don't fit into ANY groups at school. if anyone was to ask me, "who are your friends at westlake" i'd be like....uh katie. and she hates me too....she just hasn't told me.
my mother left me for 6 weeks.
that's shitty
and now i have a beta fish, and i can't name it because if you name a fish it will die.
i have limited everything
i STILL don't have my cell phone back
i can't drive legally.
my grades are awful.
no boys seem to be attracted to me anymore....i haven't been asked out since early summer.
i can't stand my teachers, they are totally not fair.
i don't get enough sleep
i feel bad for john kerry, he's getting old, and might not have another chance to run for president
i don't weigh 100 pounds.
i'm short. 5'4 is short no matter how short YOU are...it's still short
nobody calls me anymore....nobody
the guys at works still piss me off and i can't stop thinking about it
my boss gives me a hard time and i just want to sit and cry when he talks to me
i have to lift 32040239402 pound jugs of water
i almost killed a fish today....the customer freaked out
michelle is somewhat normal, and she's getting fired.
i'm not allowed to wear nail polish, it might hurt the fishies.....fuck that
i haven't done any hardcore drugs, and i dont have access to any
i want to just die for like 3 years, then wake up again
oh fuck.....i'm also a complainer, and that's not good
and i constantly want cigarrettes, even though i quit a long time ago.
and he never called. not even once.