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It's been a while since I've updated. Well, not too long I'm sure, but, some people out there don't know current things with me and I'm guessing that is because I don't see you enough and you read this. I have moved away from downtown. I got laid off from my chef job. I don't have any savings accounts and therefore no, money saved for such an occurance. Two roommates were fine with me doing so, the third, had a problem with it for some reason and is still harboring some hostility I think. The reason for moving out was simply that of a lack of money, no attack on people or problems otherwise. For the most part, I enjoyed living there with the people I did. I am back at home with my parents now. I live in a crazy bug infested room which I bombed the other day and hopefully will keep them gone. There were literally genetic freaks of nature living in this room. I had a bite of some sort on my head....not good. I woke up staring at a centipede. So....bombed. By two bombs too. Not the pussy standard one. I had another job for about two weeks being an assistant manager of a fireworks store. Also fell through. So, two jobs in the past month or so that have been lost by no fault of my own. I want to go back to school but, don't know if that will happen. I am putting in an application for a job this morning here in a few hours and am hopeful I will be able to get that job. It pays well and seems to be a pretty easy job. Since I have moved back home, it has seriously been like random fest. And, it definitly wins. Just random encounters with people, random happenings, roadtrips, phone calls, chairs on the side of the road. You know....random shit. I'm thinking of creating a pamphlet for how people should act. Some might think that I'm not the person to be doing that, but, I at least have a good general knowledge of basic rules of behaviour and what have you. I still would love to do a pamplet printed monthly or a montly paper for indy kids. I would obviously need help with said project. But, it'd be swell. Super swell. Still no girlfriend or interests to my knowledge. But, I am a firm believer and have had this point proven a few times recently that trying is for suckers. I know I'm a sucker cause I know I'll still try even though I shouldn't. But, honestly, it seems like any time I've tried to have a relationship or even to get one to sort of start, it's been a complete waste of time. I know I'm probably not the easiest person to date or anything but, I at least respect women and am not trying to just fuck you or anything. But, it still just sucks being lonely. Really sucks. But, on to more important things. I'm leaving for another road trip this weekend to help out some family. This should turn out to be interesting. The good Russel T Combover will be accompanying me. Iowa is always fun in some way when I go out there. I can't say I'm excited for another 12 hour roundtrip drive after a 10 hour drive trip to Kentucky but, will still prove to be fun I'm sure. I want to organize something for this summer. I would love to have a music festival somewhere but, I don't know where and don't know how to get bands to come that I would actually enjoy. And not having money would also be a problem. Maybe just a big camping thing would be fun but, same problems aside from the band thing still arise. Anyone got any ideas, I'm more than happy to hear them. I am not sure what else to write now, so I'm going to leave it like this. Say somethin'.

Me

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