Is it so bad?

[spiralzzzz]

I mean, is it so bad that I still look for love? I've never looked for it in the wrong places like drugs or alcohol. I mean, I know those things are for leisurly use only. I am almost afraid that if someone does come along, knowing my luck, something will get fucked up and I won't be able to enjoy the relationship and obviously neither will she. That'd be no good. And it seems to be that when I find a girl that I'm interested in, either she isn't interested in me or something with one of our or both our pasts makes things difficult. I mean, I consider myself a romantic and there aren't many left. Most kids my age want to just hook up and not be attached or if they are, the relationship is messed up. Not every relationship is obviously "normal" but, Relationships i've seen recently are odd. And the relationships I've seen not exsist anymore happened in a very strange way. And, even the folk I know that aren't in a relationship, have a lot of opportunity to get into another one. I mean, am I so bad? I know I'm not really the norm in a lot of ways but, is that so bad? I sometimes wonder why I still look. It sucks getting let down time after time. I mean, it could be something that is my fault. I can't and won't rule out that possibility but, I've been trying recently to get back to the way I was. A bit more carefree about things. A bit more easygoing. I'll see how it works. Or if it works at all I suppose. Ok..some pictures.


apparently I'm confused about something


yes, my keychain is hanging from my septum


totally big pimpin'


SHARP DAWG


got it touched up for the third time....the last time so I'm told.

Ok that's it. You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here...unless i want you to.

Peace and Hippy love,
SpiRaLzzzz

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