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[spiralzzzz]

Well. I live downtown now. It has actually been kind of crazy since I moved up here. A lot of running around and doing stuff. That's good though. Last night was fun...sort of. Me and Ryan were donning our drinking apparal so, we decided to drink. Something which neither of us do very often. Mine was my tie with beer steins on it and his was a new belt buckle with a pirate on it. He could only drink rum. We called all sorts of people to hang out but, to no avail. Well, we mainly called girls but, ran into the problem of all them either not answering/calling back or being in bed or having to go to school in the morning. But, yeah. I hate my feelings on females. I can never tell if I want to be with one or not. I am rather sure this sucks for any girl I am dating. I can not help it though. My past relationships have fucked me up so bad. I wish I could have videotaped it all and shown it to any girls who are interested in me, of which i'm sure there are now none. Whatever, It just sucks. And meeting new people often proves to me that there are still morons out there. Which never surprises me at all but, it sucks i'm hanging out with them, if even for a short while. Ehh maybe I'm too negative. I don't know if that's possible though. Well, justin should be here soon. Peace out y'all.

Peace
SpiRaLzzzz
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