Mar 18, 2006 18:49
.i should of asked to keep them after they pulled them.
i don't know what in gods name i would of done with them but yeah.
vicodin is keeping me content and outta pain.
going to see v for vendetta tonite with some friends.
since i can't hit the bottle yet.
i feel pretty good though. not at all as bad as i thought it would be.
i decided i am a fast healer.
watched sooo many movies yesterday. i really enjoyed the constant gardener and pride and prejudice. proof kinda sucked.
ok i'm just rambling now. i want a owl. i real one or one to hang from my neck.
i couldn't walk yesterday i was sooo doped up.
i been inspired recently.i realized what i have could indeed be what i want.
i also realized what you love doesn't always love you back.
life's been happening.been lushing it. laughing.falling on varies floors.bowling.bars. dancing.cooking dinner at ernesto's.load of pictures.painting.cello playing.been sharing.crushing.special moments came and went.walking.smoking.kissing.
i like to make a mess.sometimes i test people i shouldn't.but only cuz i'm so scared of loosing them.
in other news i think i am positive on getting a tattoo this coming weekend.
n spring break is in a week. : ) hahahaha sooo excited.
other then that.my b/f has been a sugary lil thing.cooking for me and taking care of me. i dunno who else would of been willing to stay in with me so long and give me this much of themselves. ok yeah yeah i know i have some fucking good friends who would of if i asked but this boy is starting to amaze me all over again. after 2 and half years, who knew he would still love me this much.and if you know me, you know i'm not a easy thing to love.