Feb 16, 2005 20:07
Living on a lighted stage
Approaches the unreal
For those who think and feel
In touch with some reality
Beyond the gilded cage
Cast in this unlikely role,
Ill-equipped to act
With insufficient tact
One must put up barriers
To keep oneself intact
Living in the limelight
The universal dream
For those who wish to seem
Those who wish to be
Must put aside the alienation
Get on with the fascination
The real relation
The underlying theme
Living in a fisheye lens
Caught in the camera eye
I have no heart to lie
I can’t pretend a stranger
Is a long-awaited friend
All the world’s indeed a stage
And we are merely players
Performers and portrayers
Each another’s audience
Outside the gilded cage
I want to write something this good. This is full of philosophy.
Today made me want to cry pretty bad. I wish I wasn't the way I was sometimes. He's so apprehensive, so protective, so blocked. It's exactly what I didn't want with us. I wanted us to be an open gateway, the closest of friends EVER. I love him so much, and it hurts me every day to not be on any sort of a level with him. I don't know why this has happened...and I want it to be done. Can he help?
-Jeremie