Sep 04, 2003 18:23
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Things I worried about hours ago seem very unimportant. He called half an hour before to ask if Mark and I were coming over. What if we had? My brother was 10 feet in front of Evan, what if he had been hurt? He called my dad. My dad is there now. I have never hated someone so much before. In one selfish act he destroyed so many lives. He was 14! How can someone who my entire family considered a close friend end up to be someone like this? IT'S NOT FAIR TO ANYONE.
I'm not so sure I'm going to school tomorrow, my mother wants my brother and I to go to the therapist.
This seems like more than an appropriate time to tell how much you all mean to me. Life is so short.
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