Apr 02, 2002 06:36
Coming back from spring break made me realize how stifiling school is. It's not that I don't like school but I just can't stand the enviroment of it. Everyone is rushing to the future unknown and trying not to fall in to the undertow. Escape from this is welcome. I was able to go over to Mary's house for an hour last night.
I worry about the future too much. It seems like everything I am doing now is just to put me in a better position later. I really don't want to live like this anymore but at the same time there isn't much I can do. I am exactly like what I complain about. I am living for the future that is just a dream.
Its not if this week is going to be a good week, its if I let it.