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i guess i just have to learn to trust men again
but how can i when most my male friends just use chicks? they just jump from one chick to another without caring how they hurt them long the way. and then they don't have the guts to tell them they dont want to be with them anymore or whatever so they just let them find out for themselves by sleeping with another chick.
now dont get me wrong, im all opne to non-monogamy, i see nothing wrong with it, but only if ure partner knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and guys that don't discuss what sort of relationship theyre having! they think utr just gonna figure it out. but then again, chicks might do that too. but no chick has ever done that to me,and ive NEVER let a guy think were in a committed relationship when were not. there was one guy though, who even though i said after the first time we slept with each other that i just wantedto be friends who fucked,was convinced that i didnt mean it somehow but played along anyway and then hurt himself in the process.
i just dont get guys
i just dont get people in general
i want to like guys again but.... i find it really hard, 99 percent of the guys i know wouoldnt know what love or commitment was if it was spellled out to them. so how can i try trustung guys again?
i was in love once and i was majorly betrayed and fucked in the back (ryan you know what im talking about)and i want to be with a guy again but fuck what should i do?
crapim sorry; i sound likesome 15 year old.
blllaaaaaaaa sorry to whoever reads ths, which is probably just 2 people anyway, but theyll probably be both guys. sorry. but its how i fucking feel
but how can i when most my male friends just use chicks? they just jump from one chick to another without caring how they hurt them long the way. and then they don't have the guts to tell them they dont want to be with them anymore or whatever so they just let them find out for themselves by sleeping with another chick.
now dont get me wrong, im all opne to non-monogamy, i see nothing wrong with it, but only if ure partner knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and guys that don't discuss what sort of relationship theyre having! they think utr just gonna figure it out. but then again, chicks might do that too. but no chick has ever done that to me,and ive NEVER let a guy think were in a committed relationship when were not. there was one guy though, who even though i said after the first time we slept with each other that i just wantedto be friends who fucked,was convinced that i didnt mean it somehow but played along anyway and then hurt himself in the process.
i just dont get guys
i just dont get people in general
i want to like guys again but.... i find it really hard, 99 percent of the guys i know wouoldnt know what love or commitment was if it was spellled out to them. so how can i try trustung guys again?
i was in love once and i was majorly betrayed and fucked in the back (ryan you know what im talking about)and i want to be with a guy again but fuck what should i do?
crapim sorry; i sound likesome 15 year old.
blllaaaaaaaa sorry to whoever reads ths, which is probably just 2 people anyway, but theyll probably be both guys. sorry. but its how i fucking feel