Sep 26, 2005 12:23
well iunno ive been in a weird state of sadness its borderline depression but i still act happy and mayb now the mask is even fooling me cause a couple of people have been able to tell somthings wrong with me but its these same people that notice that never hang out with me notcie it right away. weird huh/ maybe its cause i let the mask down without even knowing it i mean i myself feel depressed sometimes and other times im happy is that a normal thing i can be either sad or happy for a whole day i flip flop and twist its making me wonder hw sain i actually am theres other things that i dont know what to do about but theres nuthin that can do about it cause theres nuthin for me to do but to ask u to be mine again which i dont think will happen again