Aug 21, 2005 16:50
so last night i got arrested for speeding smoking and running a stop sign. and now im grounded go figure. well now i just feel that i should just kill myself or run away leave this place and just live on my own 2 feet and not give a fuck about anything. right now i just wanna drag a blade across my own throat and just let the life flow outta me for everyone to see that i dont bleed red but black. my blood is black for all the bad and evil things that i do i only hurt people and i just fuck everything up. the after life couldnt be worse than now and even if it is fuck it my life revolves around me fucking shit up. oh well fuck it right thats what i do to everything else just fuck it up. i guess now its time to leave with a hopeful final goodbye wish me luck on this the third attempt of ending it all. goodbye to all who ever gave a shit about a sack of flesh and bone that causes pain and agony.