feelings
i'm tired. currently stealing internet in a stairwell, hopefully this will end soon because my back aches.
i have had a rough semester but it's been so promising in so many ways regardless. i can't seem to avoid hearing from all angles about how stressful it is, deciding the final details of the rest of your career-focused life in the next two months. but that's not what this is about! we're just getting diplomas. it's knowing that we're done with school, on paper. that's really it. what we do from that point on is not set in stone, and we're still young--artists continue to learn and grow for years after they graduate, if they went to college or school at all. all this stress is unnecessary.
anyway, i'm excited to graduate, leave baltimore perhaps, and anticipate what my future might bring.
on a negative note, i am finding it harder than ever to quit smoking. trying to replace it with other habits, substances, etc. i have to stop if i want to avoid further problems with my thyroid. and i don't even know what the hell the problem is yet. if it's hypothyroid disease like they think it is then i might have to be medicated for the rest of my life. maybe i have enough reason aside from this to quit smoking, like wanting to be more athletic. i want to start running again this spring/summer.
okay, a bunch of obnoxious girls are walking up the stairs towards me and i'd rather avoid confrontations or a potential embarrassing situation, so i'm off.
p.s. the mighty boosh is the best thing i've seen in a long time ever ever EVER
i have had a rough semester but it's been so promising in so many ways regardless. i can't seem to avoid hearing from all angles about how stressful it is, deciding the final details of the rest of your career-focused life in the next two months. but that's not what this is about! we're just getting diplomas. it's knowing that we're done with school, on paper. that's really it. what we do from that point on is not set in stone, and we're still young--artists continue to learn and grow for years after they graduate, if they went to college or school at all. all this stress is unnecessary.
anyway, i'm excited to graduate, leave baltimore perhaps, and anticipate what my future might bring.
on a negative note, i am finding it harder than ever to quit smoking. trying to replace it with other habits, substances, etc. i have to stop if i want to avoid further problems with my thyroid. and i don't even know what the hell the problem is yet. if it's hypothyroid disease like they think it is then i might have to be medicated for the rest of my life. maybe i have enough reason aside from this to quit smoking, like wanting to be more athletic. i want to start running again this spring/summer.
okay, a bunch of obnoxious girls are walking up the stairs towards me and i'd rather avoid confrontations or a potential embarrassing situation, so i'm off.
p.s. the mighty boosh is the best thing i've seen in a long time ever ever EVER