Been a while since I've updated...
I'm sitting in a classroom at a school next to New Orleans International Airport half way done with my FCC GMDSS Radio Operator's License. Next week we finish learning and take the FCC exam.
One of the 7 classes I need to get my 1600ton Mate License. This will make two down with 5 to go for those counting along... (but since it took a year to get the second one, I wouldn't blame you if you forgot to count).
Radar Observer Unlimited is scheduled for the week of the 23rd of June... still uncertain whether that will come to fruition or not.
Things are going swimingly elsewhere with one major and one minor exception. I've almost totally recovered financially from the lay off, and will be totally recovered by next month. The relationship with Vic is passing the normal self destruct date most every other relationship has had and is only getting stronger. Our relationship is still strong physically, if only getting better still, and emotionally we're bonding in more ways every time we are together.
The major exception is that Vic is in terrible pain from an infection, not sure what it is, but it's really not fun. I got really ill for a day this week and feel myself fighting an infection, so I think I got some exposure to it but fought it off.
The minor exceptions is that I'm lustily craving a female play partner.
There are a few who I'm mentoring, one as a submissive, and another as a switch/boi. But neither of them really do it for me physically. And one who I met through Vic, who was obviously attracted to me, who's this really cute little brunette, forces reservation regarding it because of a relationship she is in, which is open, but she is scared of endangering even though it's open.
And for everyone who knows me. They know that reservation, hesitation, and boundaries are the bane of my existence... I just want nothing more than to tear them down or apart. But I'm being good.
But it still means I'm craving a cute little girl to abuse (in a nice way), or a sexy more mature gal to really sink my teeth into.
Oh yea, and I finally told this REALLY cute REALLY little Leatherboy that I wanted to do nasty things to him, and he responded fairly complimentary to the idea. Sadly he's not exactly local.
Still, why are all the girls/women who are really compatible with me in monogamous relationships? I mean goodness knows, there is even a Domme slightly older than I that I've met who I get along famously with, whom I would really enjoy playing with as an equal who's monogamous. *sigh* And while we'll no doubt co-Top some people together (or at least Vic), and her partner is one of the coolest Leather Master's I have met yet (whom I hope I can earn the respect of)... still it just goes to show that the rule holds true.
It must be my standards, set so high that the people are inevitably well adjusted and in good relationships.
But come on, just someone female to abuse or play with on occasion, who I can be proud of having on my arm in public would be nice... I don't need to make them *mine*.
One of the 7 classes I need to get my 1600ton Mate License. This will make two down with 5 to go for those counting along... (but since it took a year to get the second one, I wouldn't blame you if you forgot to count).
Radar Observer Unlimited is scheduled for the week of the 23rd of June... still uncertain whether that will come to fruition or not.
Things are going swimingly elsewhere with one major and one minor exception. I've almost totally recovered financially from the lay off, and will be totally recovered by next month. The relationship with Vic is passing the normal self destruct date most every other relationship has had and is only getting stronger. Our relationship is still strong physically, if only getting better still, and emotionally we're bonding in more ways every time we are together.
The major exception is that Vic is in terrible pain from an infection, not sure what it is, but it's really not fun. I got really ill for a day this week and feel myself fighting an infection, so I think I got some exposure to it but fought it off.
The minor exceptions is that I'm lustily craving a female play partner.
There are a few who I'm mentoring, one as a submissive, and another as a switch/boi. But neither of them really do it for me physically. And one who I met through Vic, who was obviously attracted to me, who's this really cute little brunette, forces reservation regarding it because of a relationship she is in, which is open, but she is scared of endangering even though it's open.
And for everyone who knows me. They know that reservation, hesitation, and boundaries are the bane of my existence... I just want nothing more than to tear them down or apart. But I'm being good.
But it still means I'm craving a cute little girl to abuse (in a nice way), or a sexy more mature gal to really sink my teeth into.
Oh yea, and I finally told this REALLY cute REALLY little Leatherboy that I wanted to do nasty things to him, and he responded fairly complimentary to the idea. Sadly he's not exactly local.
Still, why are all the girls/women who are really compatible with me in monogamous relationships? I mean goodness knows, there is even a Domme slightly older than I that I've met who I get along famously with, whom I would really enjoy playing with as an equal who's monogamous. *sigh* And while we'll no doubt co-Top some people together (or at least Vic), and her partner is one of the coolest Leather Master's I have met yet (whom I hope I can earn the respect of)... still it just goes to show that the rule holds true.
It must be my standards, set so high that the people are inevitably well adjusted and in good relationships.
But come on, just someone female to abuse or play with on occasion, who I can be proud of having on my arm in public would be nice... I don't need to make them *mine*.