Lost
So Charlene's at Foxwoods Casino in CT with 5 of her sisters and her mom. I've been absolutely the laziest person in the world. I haven't left the apartment since she left yesterday. I know I should at least go to the store and pick a few things up, but I'm seriously lacking motivation. I at least want to scoop the kitty litter box, but that's a challenge that may have to wait.
Charlene has been talking about how much she dislikes being in the holding pattern we're in between now and the move, because this place isn't really home anymore, but we're not in KY yet. Well, I've been feeling the same way about work. I don't really enjoy what I do. I used to at least enjoy the people I worked with, but now I'm moving to a new place and I'm terrified. I know I could make friends there too, but that's not what I'm afraid of. It's the fact that this isn't what I want to do, and I don't want to start over at the same place I was when I was somewhere I didn't want to be.
The problem being, I don't know where else to go. I'm a talented and intelligent person, but I don't have the experience or skillsets that lead into a job. It's very frustrating because I need something that's going to keep me making what I'm making now without the skills to get a job. I put myself on Monster and I've been looking around. I guess that's really all I can do right now is look around.
Charlene has been talking about how much she dislikes being in the holding pattern we're in between now and the move, because this place isn't really home anymore, but we're not in KY yet. Well, I've been feeling the same way about work. I don't really enjoy what I do. I used to at least enjoy the people I worked with, but now I'm moving to a new place and I'm terrified. I know I could make friends there too, but that's not what I'm afraid of. It's the fact that this isn't what I want to do, and I don't want to start over at the same place I was when I was somewhere I didn't want to be.
The problem being, I don't know where else to go. I'm a talented and intelligent person, but I don't have the experience or skillsets that lead into a job. It's very frustrating because I need something that's going to keep me making what I'm making now without the skills to get a job. I put myself on Monster and I've been looking around. I guess that's really all I can do right now is look around.