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So its 11:30 and I JUST got him from rehearsal...needless to say this will be the longest week ever. Break was ok, my grandma was in the hospital but i got to hang out with people that i like never see anymore so that made me happy.
Everything involving theater has been pissing me off to no end lately. I honestly dont know why i bother anymore. I'm never good enough apparently, and i never get things that i KNOW i deserve. I'm not saying i deserve a frigin lead all the time, but lets just say i haven't gotten parts i should have in the past so people could be politically correct or whatever. I'm sick of the backstabbing and the fact that everyone is so fake. Also, no matter how talented you might be, someone is always better then you. And then everyone is all nice to your face but then behind your back it is crazy, not even with me specifically, just in general. I cant stand it anymore.
Anyway chicago rehearsal left me in a bad mood for whatever reason and the peter pan lasted 4 LONG hours with no down time. Ugh, why do i do this to myself. I wouldn't mind but i hate when everyone tries to take control, just chill out.
Everything involving theater has been pissing me off to no end lately. I honestly dont know why i bother anymore. I'm never good enough apparently, and i never get things that i KNOW i deserve. I'm not saying i deserve a frigin lead all the time, but lets just say i haven't gotten parts i should have in the past so people could be politically correct or whatever. I'm sick of the backstabbing and the fact that everyone is so fake. Also, no matter how talented you might be, someone is always better then you. And then everyone is all nice to your face but then behind your back it is crazy, not even with me specifically, just in general. I cant stand it anymore.
Anyway chicago rehearsal left me in a bad mood for whatever reason and the peter pan lasted 4 LONG hours with no down time. Ugh, why do i do this to myself. I wouldn't mind but i hate when everyone tries to take control, just chill out.