holy shit i havent updatedalated in like 34938402394 months
yo fools im just sitting here at the better opprotunity for single soldiers center (boss)
just got done playing some san andreas. dont really know what to put in my journal as of now other than i did get sharp shooter on my rifle qualification today. isnt that some shit to be proud of. not really cuz i want outta this shit hole. the armed forces are not for me man. i tell ya what in really dont feel like going to iraq i dont wanna put up with the ppl and the heat and the culture shock man. i dont wanna go outta my mind. and most defenatly dont wanna die... fuck this man. im kinda sad cuz i might now get to go to charlotte for me fucking 4 day weekend. ill be a ver y unhappy camper if i dont. i got bills to pay man. i owe some random dude like 30 for a ride to syr. then i ow the cell phone bill like 54654651bagillion dollars. but i did the math with a less amount of pay check and it still came out ok so hopefully ill be in the qc double s soon. ill be seeing kenny and rhiannon more than any one. oh and oakie.
i gotta do this fucking pt test soon mabey if i fail they will kick me out. i sure hope so. i dont wanna be here any longer than i really need to be which is not that long. rhiannon im gonna come home to ya just wait im working on it. just be patient ppl. ill get there. u know i thought that this army shit would better me but it made me worse. i got here and went in the negative broke man. thats bull shit. wtf is that man. i think i had more disapline as a civilian.i mean my life was so peaceful then. now its like financial violence. and im not a violent person only when u make me. but anyway, i hate my life here and im tired of ppl making me do shit. i am i and only i shall tell i what to do. not mom not dad not the army not anyone. I DONT CARE about what u have to say unless i agree with u. it makes me sick literaly to think that i listend to other ppls opinion now im sol and theres not a whole lot i can do about it.
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. GOD DAMN IT TO ALL WHO EVER GAVE ME IDEAS TO DO SHIT THAT WAS COMPLETLEY STUPID. NOW IM STUCK AND I COULD PROBLY DIE IN A FUCK HOLE WORLD THAT I DONT WANNA DIE IN ID RATHER DIE IN MY OWN SHIT!!!
just got done playing some san andreas. dont really know what to put in my journal as of now other than i did get sharp shooter on my rifle qualification today. isnt that some shit to be proud of. not really cuz i want outta this shit hole. the armed forces are not for me man. i tell ya what in really dont feel like going to iraq i dont wanna put up with the ppl and the heat and the culture shock man. i dont wanna go outta my mind. and most defenatly dont wanna die... fuck this man. im kinda sad cuz i might now get to go to charlotte for me fucking 4 day weekend. ill be a ver y unhappy camper if i dont. i got bills to pay man. i owe some random dude like 30 for a ride to syr. then i ow the cell phone bill like 54654651bagillion dollars. but i did the math with a less amount of pay check and it still came out ok so hopefully ill be in the qc double s soon. ill be seeing kenny and rhiannon more than any one. oh and oakie.
i gotta do this fucking pt test soon mabey if i fail they will kick me out. i sure hope so. i dont wanna be here any longer than i really need to be which is not that long. rhiannon im gonna come home to ya just wait im working on it. just be patient ppl. ill get there. u know i thought that this army shit would better me but it made me worse. i got here and went in the negative broke man. thats bull shit. wtf is that man. i think i had more disapline as a civilian.i mean my life was so peaceful then. now its like financial violence. and im not a violent person only when u make me. but anyway, i hate my life here and im tired of ppl making me do shit. i am i and only i shall tell i what to do. not mom not dad not the army not anyone. I DONT CARE about what u have to say unless i agree with u. it makes me sick literaly to think that i listend to other ppls opinion now im sol and theres not a whole lot i can do about it.
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. GOD DAMN IT TO ALL WHO EVER GAVE ME IDEAS TO DO SHIT THAT WAS COMPLETLEY STUPID. NOW IM STUCK AND I COULD PROBLY DIE IN A FUCK HOLE WORLD THAT I DONT WANNA DIE IN ID RATHER DIE IN MY OWN SHIT!!!