running from the police
this is sort of wierd. i woke up about 30 minutes ago. and the sun is shining in. and i feel semi relaxed. and its awesome. and my first insitinct is it must be saturday. because those are the days you sleep in. after existing for a little bit i realized that today is in fact monday. HOW WIERD! and i signed online and all these away messages say school. HOW WIERD! its odd knowing that a life that seems like forever ago is still going on around me. without me. and i cant tell yet whether or not i'm sad that i'm not a part of it.
its wierd. because for sometime now i've known that i have a double life. i exist in melrose but i also have an entirely different life that i live miles away. or maybe just over city boders. all these grad parties have made me very comfortable with the things in melrose. even though i am always longing to be outside the borders of my city, i've been really content relaxing on friends couches until late hours this weekend. loving the party life all that. which makes me wonder what its gonna be like at my party. because these two seperate lives are going to collide. and what am i gonna be like? will that be the real me? because i feel like even though none of it is an act... i am very different around different people. so which qualities will over power the others? who knows.
amisorra
maddie
its wierd. because for sometime now i've known that i have a double life. i exist in melrose but i also have an entirely different life that i live miles away. or maybe just over city boders. all these grad parties have made me very comfortable with the things in melrose. even though i am always longing to be outside the borders of my city, i've been really content relaxing on friends couches until late hours this weekend. loving the party life all that. which makes me wonder what its gonna be like at my party. because these two seperate lives are going to collide. and what am i gonna be like? will that be the real me? because i feel like even though none of it is an act... i am very different around different people. so which qualities will over power the others? who knows.
amisorra
maddie