so many kids but i only see you

[spinsincircles]

so that was it. and it wasnt nearly as bad as i thought. i dont feel like i have any unfinished business. i dont feel like i forgot anything. i made it. with dry eyes. mostly. there was that one moment after the most awkward turtle with my cricket. but i recovered. i wish that had gone a little smoother. i walked home with melanie after my ice cream. it was fun. my headphones are officially shot. i cant hear the words anymore. so everything sounds like the karaoke version. not so good haha. then i got impulsive. and biked to swampscott. i then called up my friends in the area and visited an art show there. and listened to KC play guitar. and then i biked home. and now my knees are shot. blarg whatever. and now i am sitting here watching my boys. and everything sorta feels ok. i think its tomorow when i realize everyone is in school when i wake up that things will get wierd. as long as i still see my friends this summer wont be too lonely. but it doesnt feel at all bizarre that it starts tomorow. oh well.

amisorra
Maddie

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