So Happy, But so sad
Another time in my life to write a sad, but happy entry. School is over. I am glad, but a bit sad. Jodie is not coming back, which is the worst part. I will miss her terribly. The year went well, so many good things came from it. I had so much fun this past semester and it's been great. Lots of drinking and partying and memories. I couldn't have asked for a better way to end the semester than Tony's and great games of beer pong at Dan's.
I spent Thursday night through today (Sunday morning) at Brandon's. I didn't get sick of him. Everything just got better. We spent our whole fun day together in D.C. It was one of the best trips of my life. I had sooo much fun. We got up early and rode the metro from Shady Grove. I have never been on the metro. It was very exciting, but somewhat scary. We went to the Natural Museum of History, American History Museum and the Air and Space Museum. I think Natural History is my favorite. We ate gyro's at a greek place. We went to dinner in Gaithersburg at this really good Old Country Buffet. We went to the mall. I bought Brandon some nice shirts and he bought me some nice shirts. We got pictures and held hands and kissed. I laughed so much. I smiled so much. It was that day that I realized how lucky I am. And I realized that I really do love Brandon and that I'm going to miss him very much. That day was so fun. It was such a good idea. And it meant alot to me that he would do that for me.
Saturday we went to Quiznos.. which is maybe my new favorite place, but don't tell Subway. Then we went to the Martinsburg mall and Wal-Mart to take our pictures to be developed. Brandon bought an iPod and I got a new mouse and an iTunes card. We got ice cream and shared it. He bought me flowers and made me close my eyes. The pictures are so cute. We ate dinner with his Dad's 1st wife and her husband at the Three Onions and it was so delicious. Very nice. We came home and played a little beer pong with Chris and Jackie and Dance, Dance Revolution which is like my new favorite game. And last night Brandon told me he loved me. And I was so happy. Because I love him too.
And I'm going to watch the 1st and 2nd season of West Wing this summer because I'm starting to like it alot. And I gave Brandon the O.C. And he's taking my pillow to Germany. And the pictures of us.
And I'm so sad, but so happy. He's leaving and I'm sad. I am so used to being around him now. I've slept with him so much it's going to be hard to sleep alone at night. And I've learned so much already from this relationship and I learn more and more everyday. He teaches me things I thought I would never understand.
Tomorrow I'm meeting him at his mom's house before he goes. I know its going to be rough. It was already rough today when I left his house. I cried alot of the way home. Listening to the songs that remind me of him.
And I don't want to go into my room because it's a terrible mess and I can barely walk through it. I have so much to do. I don't want to start work again. I want to hang out with my friends and get through this summer. Even though when summer is over, school will start and I will be busy as hell. I just want to go to the beach all summer to help me through all of this.
I am so lucky. I am so happy. I am so sad. I am done.
I spent Thursday night through today (Sunday morning) at Brandon's. I didn't get sick of him. Everything just got better. We spent our whole fun day together in D.C. It was one of the best trips of my life. I had sooo much fun. We got up early and rode the metro from Shady Grove. I have never been on the metro. It was very exciting, but somewhat scary. We went to the Natural Museum of History, American History Museum and the Air and Space Museum. I think Natural History is my favorite. We ate gyro's at a greek place. We went to dinner in Gaithersburg at this really good Old Country Buffet. We went to the mall. I bought Brandon some nice shirts and he bought me some nice shirts. We got pictures and held hands and kissed. I laughed so much. I smiled so much. It was that day that I realized how lucky I am. And I realized that I really do love Brandon and that I'm going to miss him very much. That day was so fun. It was such a good idea. And it meant alot to me that he would do that for me.
Saturday we went to Quiznos.. which is maybe my new favorite place, but don't tell Subway. Then we went to the Martinsburg mall and Wal-Mart to take our pictures to be developed. Brandon bought an iPod and I got a new mouse and an iTunes card. We got ice cream and shared it. He bought me flowers and made me close my eyes. The pictures are so cute. We ate dinner with his Dad's 1st wife and her husband at the Three Onions and it was so delicious. Very nice. We came home and played a little beer pong with Chris and Jackie and Dance, Dance Revolution which is like my new favorite game. And last night Brandon told me he loved me. And I was so happy. Because I love him too.
And I'm going to watch the 1st and 2nd season of West Wing this summer because I'm starting to like it alot. And I gave Brandon the O.C. And he's taking my pillow to Germany. And the pictures of us.
And I'm so sad, but so happy. He's leaving and I'm sad. I am so used to being around him now. I've slept with him so much it's going to be hard to sleep alone at night. And I've learned so much already from this relationship and I learn more and more everyday. He teaches me things I thought I would never understand.
Tomorrow I'm meeting him at his mom's house before he goes. I know its going to be rough. It was already rough today when I left his house. I cried alot of the way home. Listening to the songs that remind me of him.
And I don't want to go into my room because it's a terrible mess and I can barely walk through it. I have so much to do. I don't want to start work again. I want to hang out with my friends and get through this summer. Even though when summer is over, school will start and I will be busy as hell. I just want to go to the beach all summer to help me through all of this.
I am so lucky. I am so happy. I am so sad. I am done.