Jul 08, 2005 09:42
I am soooo tired. I was up until one am reading the third sister pants book. It's my own fault. I came home early to go to bed early and then I picked up the book and that's the end of that. I still don't know what to get marissa....eeeekkkk. Some people from italy wrote to me and want me to come and be an aupair for a couple of months. I would love to go to Italy, i'm just not sure that's going to help me decide what the heck i should do with my life. Arrgghhhhhhh I hate worrying about this, and it's all I worry about it all the time. I need to ask my proffessors for reference letters but some schools need specific letters and I'm not sure if I want to go to those schools or what to study at those schools. I wish I was only interested in one thing and only good at that one thing. I want to go travelling but I'm not sure I'll be able to sort out what I want to do in the middle of india or italy. Blah blah blah....I just want to sleep because then I don't think about this. It's hard to because I don't know any one else trying to make these decisions because most of my friends didn't graduate with me and those that did are getting married or don't know either. So this is a very exciting post. I'm sure you love it. Right now the office stinks so that's great and I'm going to go and get some coffee soon or i'll fall asleep. bye for now and i promise the next one won't be a rant