Oct 29, 2004 17:17
Today was horrible. I feel like shit. It started ok and i smiled every now and again but fuck. I might catch a ride with matt casey to peace fest but i dont even wanna be thier.... party for tomorrow was cancelled or postponed until next weekend maybe. might end up still going to one but i dunno. i hope my brother comes home then maybe just maybe this weekend will turn out ok.
on the buss ride home fucking everyone around me pissed me off. the stupid bitch who hates me for no reason started trying to talk to me and i wasn't having that so i ignored her. then she goes whats your costume marlon? keep in mind im dressed up regular. i say an angry black man what about you? shitface. and some fake goth kid who sat next to me kept makeing racial slurrs so i punched the shit out of his arm. i wanted to beat his face in but he was a friend of mine... oh well. plus i had plans to ditch peace fest and watch horror movies and eat pizza with some friends tonight. one ditched me for his band and the other i haven't seen since 7:00 this morn. and the last has work for the night. fuck that shit. thiers alot of little stuff i blew off for most of the day but when i got home i really broke down. fuck this see you tomorrow.
(Edit the Sad Parts)
Sometimes all I really want to feel is love
Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry
Sometimes my feelings get in the way
Of what I really feel I needed to say
If you stand in a circle
Then you'll all have a back to bite
Back logged voices on the 7 wonders
We're all so funny but he's lost his joke now
A communication from the one lined joke
A stand up comic and a rock musician
Making so much noise you don't know when to listen
Why are you judging people so damn hard
You're taking your point of views a bit too far
I made my shoes shine with my coal
But my polish didn't shine the hole
If you stand in a circle
Then you'll all have a back to bite
(Back?) long books on the 7 wonders
We're all so funny but he's lost his joke now
Our communications come from one lined joke
From stand up comics and a rock musicians
Making so much noise you don't know when to listen
Think it over
There's the air of the height of the highrollers
Think it over
You aint got nothing till ya know her