Feb 16, 2007 19:38
So its a Friday, and here I am sitting on my couch, randomly channel surfing and doing random things on my computer. Normally this is a thing I do on a Friday....mainly because I have no life. Things this week have been completely screwed up, culminating with the biggest screw getting drilled in today. But I'll get to that later. I shall give a basic day by day of this week, starting on Saturday.
Saturday--Slept fitfully due to lower back pain and headache. Hung out, made soup, cleaned a little
Sunday--Went to church, left early, ate lunch, hung out, took all meds available to allievate growing pain
Monday--Wake early for work, get sick while getting ready, call in, in pjs on the couch huddled under covers, feeling like I want to die.
Tuesday--Wake after not being able to sleep at all, call for ride to ER, 2 hrs in ER, followed by lots of sweats, nausea, headaches, sleep and random necessary excursions to HEB. All in a vast attempt to lessen the pain of a almost admittable kidney infection.
Wednesday--Wake to the same stuff as Tuesday, only a little less, run errands.
Thursday--Wake up feeling great, have wonderful day at work, get murderously hostile toward my cat (but no harm done), clean the room a little, watched the Mavs/Rockets game, crash out after Futurama.
Friday--Wake up feeling good, have a decent day at work, get fired, cry a little, second stage anger, frustration, third stage acceptance, looking for new job, plan trip for short vacay to the parentals to make a little money.
That's right, I said I got fired today. My first time too. Right at the end of my day...well about 45 min before the end of my day. Just like that. Its over. But I have to say, I'm vastly relieved, because it saves me the trouble of telling them to take their sad pathetic slave-driving job and shove it because I found one that actually pays me what I'm worth.
Now while I don't currently have a rebound job.....which is what this one was...I do have a lot more options and I actually get a little more time to get well, physically, mentally, emotionally, socially, and spiritually. I'm actually little happy right now that I'm not able to drink because right now, because if I were able to, I'd be getting stinking drunk and quite possibly either picking up a random guy or calling a guy and arranging something that would make me forget for awhile. But since I can't do either...full details to come later on why later....I have to come up with a way to figure out what to do. Maybe I'll order out, maybe I'll go for a random drive, maybe a movie. Hell I don't know.
As for this condition that doesn't allow me to degrade myself tonight...that nearly admittable kidney infection. It came about from a bladder infection that I didn't really realized I had...it was very mild that came about from a night of fun. From Saturday night until Wednesday afternoon, I didn't eat anything and only was to keep water down on random occasions. And one can imagine the pain that THAT kind of illness
So now, if I could only figure out my taxes...I'd be in good shape. :)