Nov 21, 2005 03:01
I love Jax, alcohol, and money(which I don't have)
I hate boredom, working, and of course Guys!
Nothing new really.
Same old me..only slightly changed.
Same old love story.
Same old sob story.
Life is lame.
I love God..that's a new one. I missed church this morning..I wanted to cry. It's like rejuvination every Sunday when I wake up, go, and leave. It's always a good day..no matter what bullsh** may happen. Guess that's the only guy who *deserves me right now..
Don't pretend that wasn't an excuse. Who runs away from a great thing? Nobody with a f*ing brain, that's for sure.
So..it was an excuse.
Too bad for you..cause you made a false statement and validated it in verblizing it. Stupid.
So my dad called me tonight..from a 'stable' number. We'll see how long this one lasts.
I can only pray for him. He's the only man I want to walk me down the aisle some very distant day.
But it was good to hear his voice and know he's alive. That's always an uplifted stress.
Guess you can call me a daddy's girl. But it wont be a very good statement. You can't be a daddy's girl if you never see him or really know him. Maybe that'll change someday.
For now I should go to bed..try to fall asleep over Megan's disgusting snoring and actually go to class for a change.
I know I know..I'm trying.
So..night to all. God bless.
Sa R. <3