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I think, if I ever get married, I'm going to wind up with someone who beats me, and I'm going to take it- probably until it kills me. I discern this from my relationship with my parents and past male influences in my life. That's basically what he did to me for 2 years, emotionally, which lead to me doing it physically. Does it freak you out that I can see the future and all I see is pain?