10.3.07

Mar 10, 2007 10:52

wow, two months. no update. sorry. it has been quite a hectic time (i seem to think this is all that is in store for me for the res tof my life?) but i guess the most important happening has been my university application:

1st choice: BA Fashion Photography (London Fashion College)
2nd choice: Foundation Degree in Fashion Stylign & Photography (London Fashion College)
3rd Choice: Photography & the Arts (Newport University)

I'm only really interested in choices 1 & 2. But i'll cross number 3's bridge if & when i get to it.
I know it soudns stupid, but i was atually shaking while sending off this form. I mean it can make or brake me, without me even saying a word. Its terrifying. I've spend 3 years heading myself towards fashion photography, if i don't get it i will be so lost.

My diets been going a bit shit over christamas, and jsut decided to carry on in to march, so i'm taking control of that, i wanna be skinny. fuck this fat shit. i hate it. i'm not gonna be stupid about losing weight, like most people assume these days. just excercise and health. i'm not touching any drink apart from water! (well maybe a malibu & pineapple juice every now and then.)

i'm also part of the Marriot Hotel, Gym nowadays. Have been since Jan1st07. how new years resolution of me ey? Nah, its fantastic. Sauna, Swimming, Jacuzzi, Gym, Weights, Sunbeds. I'm so stressed out at the moment that it just feels like one long massage. Getting there however, doesn't. I'm so busy its impossible to get there as much as i'd like. I'm gonna have to make some sort of rota or something because this will really help me push the pounds.

question of the moment: are you watching skins?
i think its fucking fantastic. No, not because they glorify the size zero, pre-madonna lifestyle of drugs and alcohol binges (although, they can be quite fun.) It's just got  good stories and is a bit of a laugh for thursday nights.

I thought i had some awesome photos to upload for you, from the Peppermint Patti gig i was at last saturday (if your going to go to a gig, look up these ladies - they put on absolutely fantastic shows in Chapter Arts Centre, and i promise you won't be dissapointed) but however, i seem to have been mistaken. a later date, maybe.

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