bit ill
wednesday, i got drunk, not unusual, but somehow i passed all i ever knew about drunk and i made myself very ill. i'm still ill right now, infact. Anyway, its shown me i do drink to much, i binge it alot, so i think i'm gonna take a break from alcohol, a long break, it'll help my diet anyway.
4 days ago marked 6 months since my mother passed away, unusual, and so quick. i just have to keep moving forward, although i hav ebeing missing her alot more recently.
This house is so full of feelings, bad and good, all the time, its rare we all are just going through it and not effecting each other.
Kate and poppy are now dating, don't know quite how or when that happened, but it was a bit stressful at first because of the closeness with the ex's etc. but it seems to have cooled down now. Rhian has decided, for the exams, shes moving out, but (luckily) still paying rent. she'll be back at the end of june, which is cool. However, i am worried, for her. people in this house change so often that i'm worried she may feel like an outsider when she returns.
one old friend did say something that has seemed to make me feel a whole of a lot better about situation(s) in the house
"these 4 walls arn't your life, we're all here for you, whenever you need us"
i feel like a weight has gone, and im glad.
last night i watched Alfie, with Jude Law. good movie :] only just noticed how remarkably british he looks.
4 days ago marked 6 months since my mother passed away, unusual, and so quick. i just have to keep moving forward, although i hav ebeing missing her alot more recently.
This house is so full of feelings, bad and good, all the time, its rare we all are just going through it and not effecting each other.
Kate and poppy are now dating, don't know quite how or when that happened, but it was a bit stressful at first because of the closeness with the ex's etc. but it seems to have cooled down now. Rhian has decided, for the exams, shes moving out, but (luckily) still paying rent. she'll be back at the end of june, which is cool. However, i am worried, for her. people in this house change so often that i'm worried she may feel like an outsider when she returns.
one old friend did say something that has seemed to make me feel a whole of a lot better about situation(s) in the house
"these 4 walls arn't your life, we're all here for you, whenever you need us"
i feel like a weight has gone, and im glad.
last night i watched Alfie, with Jude Law. good movie :] only just noticed how remarkably british he looks.