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so my cd is finished it just needs to be mixed. woo hoo!!
life is pretty good but as always stressful
does anyone want to do my AP music assignment? awesome thanks...
i am glad i am not with him anymore... but........
i really wanted him to hear my new cd and now he won't be hearing it. i also wish that i could be friends with him without falling apart. i also wish that he would call me in the next lifetime... but i kind of dread the phone call if it does ever happen. i wonder if he misses me even just a little. i know i don't want to be with him, but i still miss him. i hope he takes a few minutes out of his day to miss me too. i cry a lot... but it's alright. i try not to waste tears on someone who is obviously not wasting them on me and when i should stop with all the fucking self pity cuz i have a truly blessed life and i love my friends and pretty much everything in my life. i hate these entries thati keep making... but it's really hard to lose your best friend... it's like losing a part of yourself. and days when i get stressed and have panic attacks instead of calling him so he can calm me down i take a tranquilizer. i'll get through this eventually
life is pretty good but as always stressful
does anyone want to do my AP music assignment? awesome thanks...
i am glad i am not with him anymore... but........
i really wanted him to hear my new cd and now he won't be hearing it. i also wish that i could be friends with him without falling apart. i also wish that he would call me in the next lifetime... but i kind of dread the phone call if it does ever happen. i wonder if he misses me even just a little. i know i don't want to be with him, but i still miss him. i hope he takes a few minutes out of his day to miss me too. i cry a lot... but it's alright. i try not to waste tears on someone who is obviously not wasting them on me and when i should stop with all the fucking self pity cuz i have a truly blessed life and i love my friends and pretty much everything in my life. i hate these entries thati keep making... but it's really hard to lose your best friend... it's like losing a part of yourself. and days when i get stressed and have panic attacks instead of calling him so he can calm me down i take a tranquilizer. i'll get through this eventually