why is it...

Jun 13, 2004 00:53

I want to erase you from every thought in my head sometimes.

all the time.

(but) i can't bring myself to tear a picture into shreds and I find myself opening a box more and more often to see your smiling face frozen in time forever. I even bring memories forward to my thoughts every so often just to take a peek at once was.

toyou:
do you ever find yourself wondering what I'm up too? or if it would be nice just to call me up one day and forget for one second that you hate me?

toall:
does any one remember me at all? does any one care too?

I used to be the most social-people-person girl in the world.

what the hell happened?

in conclusion:

dear summer,
please stop making me isolate myself
because when school comes around
i will only find myself more alone than i already am
always,
Lily

ps: pardon the cryptic writing. but sometimes the only thoughts in me are strange and cryptic.
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