how could i have burned paradise? i've never affected anything's divinity before.

[spinning_sorrow]

Q: how long is 20 seconds?

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A: the time it takes me to find the new song by my favorite band.

"should i let you fall?
lose it all?
so maybe you can remember yourself.
can't keep believing,
we're only decieving ourselves
and i'm sick of the lie,
and you're too late.

don't cry to me.
if you loved me,
you would be here with me.
you want me,
come find me.
make up your mind.

couldn't take the blame.
sick with shame.
must be exhausting to lose your own game.
selfishly hated,
no wonder you're jaded,
you can't play the victim this time.

don't cry to me.
if you loved me,
you would be here with me.
you want me,
come find me.
make up your mind. ...

how could i have burned paradise?
how could i- you were never mine.

so don't cry to me.
if you loved me,
you would be here with me.
don't lie to me,
just get your things..."

october 3rd!!! 10 more days