May 18, 2006 22:15
i don't know how i ever got into this livejournal business... but somehow i came back to it. i even got to review on what i've missed... i.e. papapotamus said how he wants us to all stay young... damn i wish... time is slipping by way too fast. soon we'll all have our own separate lives. *sigh* shit happens, right?
i last left this place complaining about some dude. man did my heart break... but so much time has gone by, today just so happens to be my 7-month with someone else... lucky me, to have mr. jake as my vewy own. never thought i could open my heart up again like that, but then he came along. gotta admit tho, falling in love was the easy part. it seems to have gotten harder. things get complicated... but i guess that's what keeps the relationship interesting. who cares... i love him, that's all that matters. i think by now everyone knows i left oviedo to live in windermere... it sucks out here, missing all of my friends, dana... chris... my boyfriend, jake. it's not the same. i'm ALWAYS lonely and miserable. it never goes away. i get those chances to see them... and it's never long enough. seems the only cure is to start going back to school, so i can move back in with my cousins who live closer. what the hell am i talking about???
ehh fuck it...