for the coming month
Psalm 20:4
May is going to be pretty big. Turning 19, ending my time at a familiar place, then starting my time at an unfamiliar place, and finally getting an idea of where I'm going to enrol come August and thus the general direction my life is going to head in. I started April hoping that my time spent at attachment will confirm that what I applied for is truly what I want for the rest of my life, and after one month, I still like what I've seen and I guess now I want it more than ever. I know that God has put this in my heart for a reason...and whatever comes out of it will be nothing but a blessing whether it turns out to be an acceptance or rejection. Just knowing this has kept me feeling pretty sane and restful as the weeks of reckoning draw closer and closer. If I get it, praise God and I know He will bring me thorough all the times when "the shit hits the fan" (wise words from a wise anaesthetist), and if I don't, well I admit it will bite but I know it means that I'm meant to prosper somewhere else. At least I won't be still studying for exams when I'm 30. More wise words from the same wise anaesthetist: Many years from now, you will look back and realise that many things that you didn't want to happen but happened will turn out to be blessings in disguise.
Until then...fingers crossed and praying hard!!!