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i'm fucking sick to my stomach.
i threw up and it splashed back in my face.
as if things weren't bad enough.
i really fucking like anthony and i dunno what the hell i'm gonna do.
cause i like ray and stuff, but i like anthony a hell of a lot more.
only.. ray likes me.. and i dunno about anthony.
what the hell happened to boys not liking me at all?
and me being miserable over that.
at least i didn't feel like such a shitty person then.
i threw up and it splashed back in my face.
as if things weren't bad enough.
i really fucking like anthony and i dunno what the hell i'm gonna do.
cause i like ray and stuff, but i like anthony a hell of a lot more.
only.. ray likes me.. and i dunno about anthony.
what the hell happened to boys not liking me at all?
and me being miserable over that.
at least i didn't feel like such a shitty person then.