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sry this is like my 50th entry today but this is crutial(sp?)!!!!
"just waiting for the perfect time to kiss him takes my breath away... imagine what will happen when the time finally comes"
i dont know what to do... he hardly ever calls me... dont think he ever wants to be with me... does he really even care? i feel like i dont even know him yet we have been together a total of over 8 months! plz tell me what i should do!i love him so so much but i just cant bring myself to make the decision of breaking up with him and finding someone
1. my age
2. my height
3. my knowledge and whatever else i need right now! i feel really bad for feeling this way but how else am i supposed to feel? im really confused! there are other poeple i like! of coarse they can never replace the way i feel about him! i think maybe if i even got to see him every once and a while i might not feel this way but the last time i saw him was at the beach last week and he wouldnt even talk to me... well he talked but he didnt take advantage of the fact that we never get to see each other and we were kinda together and we could have spent time together! his excuse was that he came with gary and he would feel bad if he left gary because gary is his friend and gary gave him a ride and all this other bullshit! i mean common now! he is always with gary i mean for god sakes! gary lives right down the street from him! owell... comments plz plz plz!!!! im desperate! i love you all very much!
luv yaz
<333ashlee
i have a blister on my big toe because i am making up a routine thingy for fun i guess and i was outside with no shoes on doing piroets(sp?) lol im sucha nerd!
"just waiting for the perfect time to kiss him takes my breath away... imagine what will happen when the time finally comes"
i dont know what to do... he hardly ever calls me... dont think he ever wants to be with me... does he really even care? i feel like i dont even know him yet we have been together a total of over 8 months! plz tell me what i should do!i love him so so much but i just cant bring myself to make the decision of breaking up with him and finding someone
1. my age
2. my height
3. my knowledge and whatever else i need right now! i feel really bad for feeling this way but how else am i supposed to feel? im really confused! there are other poeple i like! of coarse they can never replace the way i feel about him! i think maybe if i even got to see him every once and a while i might not feel this way but the last time i saw him was at the beach last week and he wouldnt even talk to me... well he talked but he didnt take advantage of the fact that we never get to see each other and we were kinda together and we could have spent time together! his excuse was that he came with gary and he would feel bad if he left gary because gary is his friend and gary gave him a ride and all this other bullshit! i mean common now! he is always with gary i mean for god sakes! gary lives right down the street from him! owell... comments plz plz plz!!!! im desperate! i love you all very much!
luv yaz
<333ashlee
i have a blister on my big toe because i am making up a routine thingy for fun i guess and i was outside with no shoes on doing piroets(sp?) lol im sucha nerd!